it's been ages

it's been so so long since the last time i update here...Somehow I lost the mood to write aledy...life is as boring as ever...
but i'm kinda enjoying it now coz it's after midterm period...I feel that I have lost my midterm break...never really enjoy it to the fullest. So, I deserve a break now...somehow, I just take everything very easily...tutorials are always done last minute...
everyday, I will watch my korean series....my girl...high recommendation!! actually until now I still havent finish watching it...purposely watch slowly... This is so typical me...I won't want good things to end so fast...though I'm very curious about the continuation of the story...but it's just too wasted if such a nice movie is finished in a dash...just wanna prolong the happy feeling of being able to enjoy this show...
okay, back to the point abt post midterm...precisely, I'm having post midterm syndrome where I just dun take studying seriously...I hope this is only for now...coz I really need to gear up again...time will just fly past like siao...and if i dun catch up soon, I'll be the one who'll be siao near the exam.
I'm so scared of exam now...somehow, nobody is pushing me aledy. At least last time in vhall n nanyang, I see ppl mugging then will feel a little sense of guilt when i dun study. but now, everybody study in the room (I oso lock myself in the room), nobody to "push" n motivate me...I just hope i wont flung my exams lah...that's all...
Cha chan quickstep lessons are coming to and end next week. I have to say I have fully enjoyed the course so much. though sometimes i dread going all the way to kallang which is super far from pgp...it's a strain on the pocket n a strain on time...but I think i'll still continue for the next course which will begin on 9th of oct....haiz...money flowing out again...but nvm, it's all worth it cindy!! (self-assurance). there's also a mini competition on that last day. just wanna have fun, not particularly very competitive...
hm...talking abt holiday, today I just realised that it's the last day to apply for vacation stay and i havent plan much abt my holiday...dun even know when i can go back coz i havent book ticket...
honestly, now i dun look forward to go back as much...sometimes i feel that in indo, I dun have much room to move. It's just not save to wander ard alone...n of course i'll never do that. Apart from that, I just feel so dependent at home...i prefer my lifestle here where i gotta decide wad i wanna do.
but still i miss the comfort of home n wanna meet dwee n alice...
i dunno where r my other indo frenz aledy, somehow we have different lives now. they are too busy to entertain me oso...haiz...maybe i shld take the initiative too...jiayou....