Friday, July 28, 2006

My first post from this Uni....

yep, at last, I'm back to this small red dot, getting ready for uni life ahead...
actually I've came for 1 week 1 day. For the first few days, my mom was here to accompany me. but I really have to face the reality now... I've been staying in my aircon showered room for 2 days... luckily home sick didnt hit me after being so comfortable at home for 7 months....
So far, I only met very few ppl I noe, n pgp is so foreign to me.
wad I hate the most now is that it's super far from town, need to spend more than 1 dlr to get to orchard. last time 45 cents can get me anywhere. but I predict that Orchard will be less visited in the future.
Haiz, I think i shld go n explore n find out more convenient way to get to town instead of taking shuttle, change to 96 to clementi then take mrt (must change summore)....blah...it's really such a long way.
Actually in pgp I can hear lots of ppl around speaking indonesians but i just dunno them lah... blame my cowardness n lack of confidence, I just dun have the will to approach them n introduce myself... besides, these grp of indos seems to be just arriving n start their journey in sg (not sure though). no prejudice against them, but them seem to be the rara grp who are loud wherever they go. cant seem to fit in, n dun bother to fit in. I prefer my old cliques...(who dont rite?). but really, I feel that we are much more mature n have past that period aledy...got rara times, but different kind of rara...haiz, just different lah, u noe.
but i think need to adapt lah, cant just lock myself in the room. seriously, i dun wanna be an antisocial thru'out my stay here. and I'm very aware that I need a good head start.
Gather ur courage n stand up!offer ur hands n make friends!!yes, I can!

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

_No packing pls_

Sigh…1 more day before I leave this home sweet home of mine….7 months of holiday, thought it was super damn long that boredom will kill me. I was wrong, holiday is never too long. Before u noe it, it will end.
I’m leaving for s’pore on 20th july. Regret making the decision of leaving early. Budden I think it’s no diff leaving late or early. Sooner or later it will come to u.
Leaving means packing. And it is never easy for me as I need to pack everything, whether I need it or not. As a result, I got 2 huge luggage full of clothings n bedsheet n towel only. That is not includind my shoes, small2 stuff, bags. Oh die lah, hope it wont be overweight even after counting in my mom’s share… that’s why I need to cut down on some stuff that I can buy in s’pore, but it oso means money money money…
Btw, I still got like 4 big boxes of stuff in my cousins place. I cant really remember wad other junk I kept last time, even after throwing large amount of it end of last year (really out of despair….) Oh ya, I remember some useless stuff that I still keep even though I noe it just made the box heavier…my whole stack of free postcards that I can collect easily. It’s kinda hard to throw them away coz there are lots of them….sayang lah!
Then got JC notes which I have sorted out and throw some away…and I doubt I will still flip thru it in Uni…that was 4 thick files….
Haiz, the more I think, the more headache I get…luckily mummy coming with me…haha I’m still mommy’s girl…

Sunday, July 16, 2006

I am 19 going on 20…yes, I am 20 now!

Okay, this post is supposed to be sent on the 15th of July. But I haven’t got time to update my blog on that day…
My bdae this year was different from my bdaes for the last 4 years….when I was in sg, bdaes are celebrated midnite….wif friens coming to your room, Surprising u at 12 pm….which is something I miss now as we are all separated now.
But my bdae 2 days ago was just with the family. It is such a coincidence that during my bdae, my cousins are oso ard…so we just had a dinner to celebrate my special day.
Btw, I oso found someone who has the same birthday as me…haha…this is kinda rare for me…she’s a friend from the badminton club that I was in…not that close to her though…
Actually this whole week has been damn tiring. I cant remember when was the last time I actually sit down and just stone. Since my cousins wanted to go dufan, I had to accompany them there again one day before my bdae, not that I did not want to go….haha…but going dufan is always as tiring as ever. The hot weather made u lazy to take some ride coz must queue for so long. Plus, its holiday season n everybody’s going there….budden got to ride this silly ride that I didn’t try the last time…it’s the Perang Bintang. From the name only, I’m sorta clueless wad to expect inside (it is an indoor thing)… yes, in the end I found out that inside u are supposed to get on to the “vehicle” and shoot on enemies…which was kinda kiddy but fun. Not dangerous but exciting.haha….I’m so gutless….
And yesterday was donut day. Went to J.co at senayan city…it’s a new mall btw. We queued at J.CO to buy donut as oleh2 for my cousins. End up sitting there, buying more donuts n finish them in a zap. The donuts were yummy n not like other donuts, it’s soft n easy to bite…kinda weird kind of description. Love the glazzy one so much….n the queue never really shorten….crazy lah!
Okay, I’ve summarized wad I did for the last 3 days…blah!

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

-Migraine days-

sigh...this headache on the left side of my head is killing me....making me feels unbalanced....maybe it's the side effect of my flu....
aledy booked my flight to sg on 20th July....early i noe, but mom's coming with me so shld be no prob....
today shld be going out wif vd...but in the end I'm here writing this blog coz the car cant make it....sigh...now dwee n vd must be having fun in mkg while I'm stoning at home....
last sunday I went Bandung...not a very special kinda place...but I went there with my cousins....went to the factory outlet called rumah mode...went crazy n bought lotsa t-shirts... I noticed, most of the car are from jakarta...jakarta ppl are really good in making a place crowded...plus the traffic jam...luckily the road are smooth n straight. not like the liku-liku road to puncak which I really dread...that's why i hate going puncak. Bandung is not bad. the food was nice too...but due to my sore throat cant eat chilli...bleh, irritating.
Last time I said I was excited to go uni soon. but it's different now...just feel like hiding in my shell forever...getting really comfy at home. dun feel like moving, the thought of packing n staying in a new place do not please me now...sigh...but this a road to travel...grow up lah!!!

okay...no more complaining n rambling....cheer up now..!

Sunday, July 02, 2006

this long thing....

Mark your confessions:
[] I'm afraid of the quiet. (why must be afraid?)
[*] I am really ticklish.(maybe minus the “really”. Can still stand it sometimes…)
[*] I'm afraid of the dark.(but can’t sleep if the light is on…so how?)
[*] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night (when u cant sleep anything can be scary)
[] I am homosexual. (erh…)
[*] I believe in true love. (never meet one yet tho…)
[] I've ran away from home.
[] I listen to political music.(like wad? Hate politics…)
[] I collect comic books.(usually buy 1 or 2 then borrow from dwee n alice….parasite)
[*] I shut others out when I'm sad. (who don’t?)
[] I stayed out all night.(no…coz mum n dad ask me to sleep early…good girl)
[] I open up to others easily. (I dun tell everything to everybody )
[*] I am keeping a secret from the world. (secret lah…cant tell u haha)
[*] I watch the news. (if it’s interesting…like abt celebs, sports, esp badminton n recently soccer)
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[*] I love Disney movies. (make me feel young at heart)
[] I am a sucker for green eyes.(explain pls…)
[] I don't kill bugs. (I dun kill only if it’s too scary n disgusting, cockroach is an example, I ran away…as far as I can, I kill them!)
[*] I curse once in awhile.(subconsciously hehe)
[] I have (had) "x"s in my screen name.
[*] I've slipped and fell in public.(dun really rmb tho…but usually my balance quite good)
[] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.(I say “haha”)
[] I love Spam.
[] I bake well. (define well…does becoming black means well)
[] I have worn pajamas to class.
[*] I have owned something from Abercrombie. (a black T)
[] I have a job. (my job is slacking)
[*] Talked on a phone for 5+ hours. (that was during SMP…hate talking on the phone now)
[] I love Dr. Phil. (phil Collins? Phil…who’s the phil?)
[] I like someone. (not now)
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (lazy to press the shift button every so often lah)
[*] I am self-conscious.(very me)
[*] I love to laugh.(laughing is good to slim u down…15 mins a day)
[*] I have tried alcohol. (but dun really like it)
[] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.(I said I dun like it!)
[] I have tried a cigarette. (the smoke kills me aledy )
[] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[] I loved Lord of the Flies. (Lord of the Ring is a better option)
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. (but cough drops taste good…haha)
[*] I can't swallow pills.(I need 2 glasses of water to do it…and sometimes after 2 glases still dun swallow)
[*] I have a few scars. (I’m a reckless person…scar everywhere…and mosquito bites’ scar oso)
[*] I've been out of this country.
[*] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. (if the spider is directly above my bed)
[*] I love chocolate.(dark choc for me)

[ *] I bite my nails. (subconsciously again)
[] I am not comfortable with being me. (I’m the best!)
[*] I play computer games when I'm bored.(I play computer games when I have one)
[*] Gotten lost in the city. (I always feel lost everywhere…no sense of direction one lar)
[] Thought of suicide before.
[] Seen a shooting star.
[] Had a serious surgery. (no no pls no….but I saw one before..inside the operating room)
[] Gone out in public in your pajamas. (actually I dun mind if the pajamas is nice)
[] Have kissed a stranger.
[] Hugged a stranger.(not the hugging type)
[] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.
[*]Been in a fist fight.(with my bro…haha all the time)
[] Been arrested.
[] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose. (sounds like wasabi in the nose)
[*] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.(did it all the time in vhall…)
[] Made out in an elevator. (rmb elevator has cameras cometimes…haha)
[] Swore at your parents.
[] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose.(that would be funny)
[] Been skydiving. (rollercoaster makes me think twice aledy)
[] Been bungee jumping.(again…not my type of activity)
[] Gotten stiches.(auchhhh…)
[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.(I dun really like milk)
[*] Bitten someone.(bite my own hand…for fun…weird I noe)
[] Been to Niagara Falls.
[*] Gotten the chicken pox.(and skipped my mid year…a good thing really)
[] Crashed into a car.
[] Been to Japan.(I want leh!!!)
[*] Ridden in a taxi.(who’s the weird one who never take taxi?)
[] Shoplifted.
[] Been fired. (dun even have a job)
[*] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[] Stole something from your job.
[] Gone on a blind date. (but I’ve organized speed dating once)
[] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. (but Mardi Gras in TJC yes…went wif Lita)
[] Been to Europe. (I wish I have)
[] Slept with a co-worker.
[] Been married.
[] Gotten divorced.
[*] Saw someone/something dying.(my can plants died aledy…hiks..does that count?)
[] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[] Been to Canada.
[*] Been on a plane. (if not, how to get to s’pore from Jakarta?)
[] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (no horror for me pls)
[] Thrown up in a bar. (thrown up after steam boat…yes)
[*] Eaten sushi.(my fave lah)
[] Been snowboarding.
[] Been skiing.
[*] Been ice skating.( and get my pants wet n my butt blue black)
[*] Cried in public. (maybe…when I was young)
[] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed. (wanna die is it??)
[] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have. (this is tricky)
[] Thought of someone almost 24/7.
[] Hate the world.

This is super darn long….who make this btw?...really nothing to do…
But I wont ask ppl to do it lah…If ya want, it’s voluntary…

Four in 1

Have u heard of EX The Premier? I oso never noe until yesterday. I was given a free movie tix to watch Superman Return at EX The Premier by my cousin… I thot EX only have that one kind of theater…priced at Rp 60000 (around SGD10)…which is aledy very overpriced to me…and my first time watching in that theatre was with Pat (X-men 3)… Now, The Premier is much much more exclusive…it is priced at Rp 125000….(I would think thousands of times before watching there if it was not for free tix)…maybe the sound of the price alone will make ppl shake their head….ckckck so ex…
Budden let me describe the inside of the theatre… One theatre consists of only 60 seats…(6 rows x 10 seats every row)….the distance between rows is more than enuf for a passage way n stretching legs... and, the most special thing is the seat! Yes, if u watch friends and noe wad kind of chair Chandler n Joey have…that’s wad u get there…A seat where u can adjust the back of the chair till u are almost in sleeping position…and there’s the leg supporter…basically super comfy…If there’s no movie showing, I might just sleep their for hours coz they oso provide blanket….zzzzz the thot of it aledy makes me wanna doze off. Yep, but luckily they do provide blanket coz my feet were freezing cold by the end of the movie….
Abt the movie itself, Superman Return has typical superheroes movie plot not as good as wad I expect…but the experience of watching it was good coz the effect was damn good….(maybe it was becoz of The Place)…. And eye candy helps to boost the quality of the movie…besides the cute Clark Kent (Brandon Routh), Lois Lane (Kate Bronsworth..she's so pretty) and… oso got the guy who played as Scott in X-men… Okay, I shld not provide any spoiler here…but Overall the movie was entertaining, but did not leave deep impression….but no harm watching though…coz it’s good for the eye (as I said before, eye candies available)

Enuf of the good stuff…coz as I was watching Superman, my throat is torturing me, even at the point when I’m writing this…sore throat is terrible…coz it will lead to headache, fever, muscleache…hope this torture will be over soon…help! Nice food taste bad as I cant really swallow them,….no popcorn during movies…..haiz..

Back to soccer fever…I noe this is a bit outdated but I still wanna comment on England vs Portugal…I think the heart of many England fans were broken…very disappointed n sad coz they are one of the teams that I have expected to see in the finals….after that red card saga between Rooney n Christiano Ronaldo, I became Ronaldo’s hater…haha…sort of. Coz I think he provoke everything to happen the way it was…sigh…
Then, I was sad for Brazil too…how can they lose from France…arghhh!...
But luckily Germany vs Argentina, Germany won!!! Yeah….dunno why sort of stand for Germany for no obvious reason…

Ppl…go watch Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi…. I really recommend this series coz I like the casts and the plot….the conflict is more than just love stories….really goooooodddddd!!!!hope it will end before I go to s’pore…..so I wont miss the ending..

Okiesss signing off now…