KL trip...funtastic!!

yep yep, after the depressing post abt exam, I shall upadate abt my holiday plan..
okay, it was a holiday plan...that aledy came true haha...
yup, 11 of us (all indo) plus YC, we went to KL!!
haha though i've been there before (the last time there were 6 of us, oso right after exam....), but i think every trip has different kind of fun and excitement... It's really a good way to refresh after all the hours you've prisoned urself in the library or in the room...
5th nite
i finished my paper at 7 plus...then I came back pgp for dinner...how sad is that? ppl went out to celebrate, I ate dinner alone in my room watching youtube..haha...but it's okay, I was supposed to pack n clean up my room that nite...and it took me the whole nite to do...and I only managed to pack my stuff for the trip, the room is still as messy as ever...haha
actually we planned to not sleep at all the whole nite since our bus was damn early in the morning...730...so we had to leave at ard 6 plus...
but being me, I just cant survive without sleeping at all... so I tried to sleep becoz i thought I was tired...but I was wrong, I couldnt sleep for 2 or 3 hrs, so in the end I woke up and read my book. then I went back to sleep but guess wad!! I woke up when the rest aledy wanna leave...haha...wad a shock lah! luckily still can make it...haha...lesson learnt, next time dun sleep means dun sleep!!

Dec 6th
so we took bus from beach road... they bus ride was long...haha not that i dunno abt it... but after so long hours sitting on the bus, u'll feel bored lah, so we take a lot of stupid pictures and play a lot of bridge before at last we reach our destination: PUDURAYA, KL!!

when we reach there, it was very chaotic...understandable since it's not singapore...haha...wanna take cab oso need to bargain, no meter one...
so in the end we reach our "hotel" -sun inn-
it's definitely a place for budget holiday...but i really dun mind coz come to think of it, we spent most of our time outside, only come back to sleep n bathe...and summore it's super near sunway pyramid...so can just walk there....
the first thing that we did was EAT!!...and of course, "borong" all the sim cards from the phone shop...haha coz all of our numbers from sg cant roam...
then we split up after that to shop... before the split, me, ismy, jenn, and the guys have an agreement to compete for who shop the most in terms of the amount of money spent...as in 4 guys vs 3 gals..haha
but in the end, we forgot to compare receipt..hahah... but i think that day the guys shop more than gals... somehow they are more decisive in buying stuff..not like gals who always look for a better bargain at another place...hahha
then after shopping we eat NANDO's!! something like kenny rogers, roasted chicken plus salad, plus corn, plus peri chip...(peri chip or very cheap?) nyum...haha...

i oso met my cousin shylvia, she's studying n monash, that's why stay near sunway...haha...actually quite paiseh, made her come all the way from class for nothing, the shops are all closed, we just stand around talking lah....

at nite, we watched midnite movie "casino royale"...haha it's super cheap watching movies in KL...only 7 ringgit...even cheaper than indo....
while waiting for the movie, we took stupid pictures and played polar bear...dunno why the game become so popular throughout our trip...everytime we got waiting time and some big space to sit, we'll always play this game...haha


Dec 7th
this is SUNWAY LAGOON day...actually I'm tired of describing everything by words...pictures can say more abt all the fun we had that day...

dipta n jo applying sunblock...



grp photo at the entrance



the brave souls riding the pirate ship



wet after niagara + playing under the rain



more gaya2 under the rain...brrr cold



more polar bear session while waiting for the rain to stop



makan jagung aja gaya



photo after bathing



manhattan fish midvalley megamall



xmas deco at midvalley



tired but still taking photos in front of happy feet!!

Dec 8th
basically that day was dedicated to shopping...went to KLCC to meet danny n jian, then went sungei wang to shop for cheaper stuff....the place is sumthing like fareast lah...very fun!!!....but pocket got hole...hahah

Dec 9th
the rest went back to KL by bus early in the morning...while i go yc's place...too bad no photos...but had a lot of fun n eat a lot of good food...
went to times square...then eat seafood with yc's family....good!!
then at nite went for drinks at this halo cafe....a really cool place to hang out coz got live band!! and summore we got to request haha so happy...and got this guy who sounded totally like lin junjie...damn nice voice...

Dec 9th
wake up then had dimsum for breakfast...nice..but i ate until i got so bloated...haha coz yc's dad ordered a lot of food...
come back n look at yc sorting her beads to make earrings...so fun lah!!haha i wish i have a sister to share this kind of thing with haha...
dilly dally for a while and then it's time for us to take bus back to sg...hiks...holidays overrr......
had ramly burger at yong peng....not bad lah...but not as special as i thougt...nevertheless....uennakk..
haha
okie...i think this post is too long aledy...
haha
but for the success of this trip, we need to thank david for organising everything, booking the hotel, the bus tix, collecting money, queuing for sunway lagoon tix...and many more.hhaha...
and personally i need to thank yc for allowing me to stay at her place..haha maybe not at the right time coz her house is under renovation...i went there to disturb only....sorrieee...
haha...yay successful holiday plan!!yippie...shld have more of such thing...bali maybe?

celebration!! freedom!!

this post is supposed to be done long long time agooo....exactly 8 days ago...when i first finished my MLE paper...hahah
yup, though it's late, i still find it a "must" to write this down in my blog as part of my first "exam experience" in NUS
That last MLE paper was really a killer...becoz I had to wait very long for it to come....(not that I'm very eager to take the exam.....just want the exam to finish fast, that's all!)...while eveyone else around me have started their post exam celebration much earlier...while i'm suffering, try to restrain myself to the room, try to study hard for my last 2 papers....but to no avail....I ended up slacking, daydreaming, and doing other unimportant things other than studying...haha
only the last 2 days before exam, then I started panicking like crazy... I saw everyone else doing the opposite of wad i do...Other ppl, they studied so hard at the beginning until they had enuf of MLE aledy, then they dun study anymore last minute.... either way, it doesnt matter anymore...wad's important is I'VE SURVIVED UNDER PRESSURE....rmb the G11 moto?haha
yup, it's really pressure cooker here...everybody's literally camping in either the library or the study room...haha...
that's why when the examiner said "stop writing" at the end of the MLE paper, I have this happy, bubbling sensation that I couldnt contain... It's like "YAY...Yeeha...!!" wadever other expression words that u can think of..haha.... even though I couldnt do the paper very well, I was just super duper happy...dun care about wad the end result would be like...
oh ya, btw, result will be out 1 or 2 days after xmas....which sux, it's like my xmas present...see whether santa is nice to me or not lah... oh, wrong...see whether i've been good or bad lah this year...haha..

To the girl who just turns 20...

for the lucky girl in the picture...haha....yup, VIDIA is the name!!!
Happy birthday ya!! you've hit the big 2 already...haha... yay!!
have known her for the past 5 years ...that may not be very long....but the things that we've gone through together in singapore has made us very close....
we've been in the same school and even same class n same cca for 4 years...huah, come to think of it, it's quite long actually....considering that we oso stay in the same hostel...hahha almost 24 hrs together... but i'm not complaining that i was bored of seeing her... in fact, I kinda miss her so much now... coz she's far far away from sg... 12 hrs time difference.... but she's never far away from my heart...aduh, why sound so cliche....

yup, vidi is this "kecil2 cabe rawit" girl that i noe... haha.... no offence, k? size doesnt matter lah...haha but it's true for the "cabe rawit" part....coz i think she's this strong n independent girl who knows wad she wants... especially now, I admire her for being able to go so far away to study alone... haha... but i hope u are doing well there n get to know more good friends....
and i hope ur friends there r celebrating ur bdae with u, coz i can't be there with u, I can just hope that ur bdae is still as memorable n fun!!! huhu...jadi bener2 kangen...

life is quite different from sec sch n jc....coz all u ppl (u noe who u are) leave to study "abroad" (in this case abroad of singapore)....haha now weekend dun have anybody to go out with oso..not like last time, only with a knock on the door....can immediately go shopping or eat or watch movie or go for a walk at east coast...
i think i digressed quite a bit...so back to the topic of the day, VIDIA!
vidi itu orangnya asik buat curhat n gossip... behind that cute appearance, she got mature personality.... at least comparable to me...haha, so we can connect well when we talk, but yet, we still do silly stuff together...haha

these are some of the things that reminds me of vd:
corrine may songs especially "angel in disguise", the dog soft toy "ko-spot", swimming and tennis (she's pro!), being picky abt food (=P), cheese ruffles, or anything cheesy, her cute drawings and handwriting, Friends (ur fave tv series), wearing watch day n nite --> until the watch is spoiled haha, fish n more fish... rmb the black fish that u kept in nygbs, and the fish that we bought for mr foo and almost all died coz we fed them wrong stuff ...haha...actually still got a lot...but i cant mention it one by one here...

now time for bdae wishes for u:
we can be fellow chem engineers together..haha ... hope u r happy with ur life there, hope that u get a boyfriend soon...haha dun be too picky lah haha... (tapi jangan asal pilih juga ya!), hope u will always smile, and hope that u can teach me drums..haha... cant imagine u playing drums actually...
okie lah...maybe that's all for now...

ps: wanna wish all the november babies happy birthday or happy belated birthday...
i wonder why there are so many november babies around hahaha......

and here's something for u

cockroach vs lizard...

haduh...wad kind of post is this....must be influenced by alice's blog then write about all these pests thingy...haha...no lah joking2...
why this topic come abt....It's indirectly because of ismy...haha
today, me n ismy was walking from cental lib to yih... to eat subway (but that was not the main point here...just wanna say that i ate subway for both lunch n dinner... italian bmt n meatball marinara...!)
okay...back to topic, then suddenly ismy said, "how come it's so dim here?" then she checked the ceiling for the lights...
then suddenly she shouted "arhg!"... of course i'm totally shocked as i was walking beside her....i think i really jumped when she screamed...
then i found out that she just saw a lizard as she was looking at the lights at the ceiling...
and because of that, throughout the walk from central lib to yih, she keeps looking up at the ceiling...and guess wad, there are lots n lots of lizard...
although i'm not fond of lizard either...but wad scare me is not the lizards themselves...but it's because ismy screamed everytime she saw one... so can imagine me feeling shocked n stopping everytime she screamed...
and the way from central lib to yih is not short..hahaha...
then we were discussing, which one is more disgusting, lizard or cockroach...coz i'm super duper scared of cockroach.... more than lizard...
haha...but actually to me, both are equally disgusting, it's just that lizard are more "tau diri", they will run away when u shoo them away...
but cockcroach is different....I dunno wad's wrong with them man!! everytime i saw one i will run away (which is odd considering i'm much much bigger than the cockcroach itself...haha but so many ppl are like that oso...so dun need to be shy...lol) but wad i dun understand is, why cockroach likes to run towards u as u are running away... arent they afraid getting killed n shldnt they run AWAY...not TOWARDS ppl...haiz...and the "best" thing is when they run over your feet...yucks yucks yucks!!! if that happen i'll wash my feet 7 times...arghh....
talking abt cockroach, yesterday ismy, yc, n kenneth came my room (yc n kenneth send me n ismy back pgp from sheares, after mugging n supper)....
then as we were talking n enjoying the aircon in my room, then i turned to look at my table.... guess wad i saw??
2 antenna like, or more like short, brown colour thread moving under my strepsil pack...
instantly, without thinking twice, i noe it must be a cockcroach....
so i jumped to my bed n just shout n shout...
luckily kenneth was there, n he's brave enuf to kill it...haha
okay....if not, i'll be alone in the room not able to sleep... until dunno when lah, wait for the cockroach to do the "grand exit" out of my room....haha
even if got ismy n yc, i bet 3 girls can only scream and scream n the cockroach will just make its way to somewhere secluded inside my room....just making it harder to catch... so must thank kenneth for that...haha...
actually quite embarassing lah, ppl come your room dun see good things, instead wad they see is cockroach..haha... which never appear in my room before this...wad the!!!
to end this post, i think it's appropriate if i just introduce this song...haha
the title is "cockroach" sounds disgusting but i think the song is actually nice...
sang by tank ...it's in chinese though....so i dun understand the lyrics totally oso...but the tune is just very catchy... here's the link...
蟑螂小强

bad cockroach!! naughty cockcroach!! shoo!

life oh life...

mugging mode: ON
yup, this is wad u would expect from me, 11 days or less from final exam....grrrrr...scary sia....
last time, we mug for months to prepare for O'level or A'level....
now, we mug for a few weeks (precisely less than 2 weeks) for about the same amount of things to study....sigh... this is part of growing up i guess... the older u get, the tougher the things u have to handle...haha
this week i feel much more relaxed and calm than last week....i dunno why oso...although i still got a lot to study...but i'm just going to do it at MY own pace...yep...
so far, I'm still on the summary making process (and i'm doing it at a snail rate...) but that's how i study...haha... actually i enjoy the process of doing it, coz i like to make my summary colourful n neat haha...
hopefully i'm oso learning at the same time...

i dunno wad is it like to be in overseas uni (as in outside singapore)...is it oso like this where everybody mug in the library weeks before exam... imagine, central lib in NUS is really packed, like sardines in a can.... wooohh scary but that's the reality and I'm one of the sardines...haha...coz i totally cant study in my room...too much distractions...

but wad's wrong with the internet in pgp?? i cant live without it now...It's my sole source of entertainment....usually the presence of internet is the source of distraction...but even the absence of internet can distract me....coz i keep trying to connect and waiting n waiting n waiting...ha

okay...i think this post is damn boring...actually i hate writing abt mugging in my blog...but it's better than mugging itself haha...
dunno wad i'm talking abt already..haha so i'll stop here...

wish me luck for exams...it's only sem 1 and it's already this bad! yeah!

ps: famous amos cookies is really addictive!!!

wad goes thru my mind now...

this is a total random post...really just wanna pour out the things in my mind so i can go back n concentrate on my work...I'm so dead lah!

- now I really feel the pressure building up...my own fault, slack too much! watch movie n play taboo too much, chat too long after dinner, watch too much youtube, msn-ing too much.... now then all the pending tutorial waiting for me to do...all the MLE n maths lectures waiting for me to make sense out of them... arghhh....
Just wanna make a correction...last time i said, life was slightly slacker than JC...I was totally wrong. I made myself slack n now I get the punishment...waaaa!

- i burnt my wallet...literally...
I went this jap restaurant in NUS (sukiya), ordered chicken teriyaki on "HOT" plate... when i was carrying the tray, I put my wallet on the tray, touching the HOT plate. As a result...tadaaaaa! a whole in my wallet...hiks...my fave blue wallet that I bought for 15 bucks.... I hate looking for new wallet coz it's hard to find something that I really like at affordable price...
but now I got a reason to shop!! yay!...haha but where got time lah....
Target: I'll only get new wallet if I have been a good girl these few days, do all my tutorials, watch all the pending webcast, revise a bit....then I'll get my reward on Sunday, hopefully...

- I love teriyaki sauce now...not teriyaki boyz (singers of Tokyo drift song)...
Arts canteen: nice chicken teriyaki...so juicy n tender.... but the salmon teriyaki was not as nice...
Engin canteen: nice salmon teriyaki...
Sukiya: the chicken teriyaki that burnt my wallet....
I love jap food!!!
oh ya, exception, pgp canteen: sucks...!

- I'm so gonna mug in sch tml... though I wont have any class...
plan: wake up early (like 730)....do laundry... hopefully can finish washing n drying by 930...
then 10 go sch...mug at central lib... i like cen lib though the aircon is unbearable sometimes.... but looking at so many ppl mugging oso makes me more motivated....slightly...or distracted sometimes.... but better than stoning at home or wasting my precious hours in front of my laptop....
eat lunch at 12...
after lunch, I have to mug again...hopefully i will be more productive tml!!!

- i love playing badminton...but the courts are always full...actually my own fault, never go n book first...haiz... but usually the desire to play come suddenly, on impulse... and i wanna get new shuttle cocks soon...

- recently i get very distracted easily due to various reasons...haiz... find it hard to focus sometimes...sigh!

- this may sound super stupid, but i suddenly feel like going to a country with winter so that I can wear nice nice coat or jacket an d boots...wad a bimbo thought..hahah...but nvm...maybe I'm a bit stressed out liao...

okay, I spend too much time on this aledy...shld continue with my webcast...I wish I can be a mugger now!!
countdown to exam....1 2 3 ... argh,.. lost count!forget it. just study!

inspiration...

inspired by project runway...
childhood interest carried forward till now...
was stoning in the central lib, bored of tut in front of me....
those are some of the reasons i came out with these drawings...
for those of u who noe me, u shld no that I have been doing this once in a while...when the inspiration just hit me...
but this is the first time i'm gonna put it in my blog...for show...or maybe to show off..
they are not exactly very very nice, but i'm still proud of it...coz i did it all by myself...plus some photoshopping...erh, i mean doing a bit of photoshop on them to make them look clearer. but basically not much change to the designs...
1. this is the first design that i drew in central lib... it looks kinda formal but it's meant to be retro funky....i want the colar to have some colour but due to lack of colouring equipment i just make it black..haha...

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2. the subsequent designs are done in my pgp air-conned room (wad's the connection ya?)...haha
basically this piece is supposed to be chick, sweet, and simple....and i want it white, but i only have black pencil....so use photoshop to change the colour..haha...cheat a bit lar...

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3. this piece just pops up out of no clear inspiration...haha...but i love the colour combi of the skirt...i used my purple n maroon 0.38 uniball signo...haha... and overall the clothes just looks fun and it's for hang out kind..haha

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4. this fourth pieces are drawn several times and the original idea was nothing like that...but it turns out to be a sweet looking dress...so i just stick with it...i like the details on the bottom of the skirt...the ruffles...

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5. this last piece is actually to fill the empty space...but it was not bad, so i just put it up....no particular theme...just cool n funky... it's a turtle-necked top...with a wrap around, miniskirt n a pair of tights...haha...so complicated

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i use my limited drawing n photoshop skill to do all this...if anyone noe how to do colouring on paint or photoshop pls teach me...haha...
I enjoy designing but i never consider designing as a career...this is purely for fun, keeping me insane inspite of all the light-speed tutorial and incomprehensible lectures....sigh...
pls, say nice things hor...haha...no lar...i dun expect any comments...just wanna show off...haha...and for my own collection....

Marina Bay steam boat...nyum!

haha...this post is supposed to come before the alice's bdae post...hhaa
but nevermind...I shall write this now lah...
yesterday i went steamboating with s12 ppl at marina bay...really nice to see all of them again after so long...I kinda miss the class coz i realise my class now is very segregated...we only come to class to attend lesson/ tutorial, then everybody just leave n there's so little interaction between us...haiz...
oh ya, steam boat...haha... It was yummy. Actually it was my first time eating there...I rmb the last time i went there was during chinese new year with the vhall gang n the juniors....but i didnt get to eat coz i ate with my cousins before that...
haha
it's cheap n nice, though the place a bit dirty...but wad do u expect lah....such a price n such a place...but the impt thing is the food is nice lor...
after steamboat, the gals took hianchuan's car to esplanade while the guys have to take bus,..haha that's the advantage of being girls.haha
at esplanade we were just sitting ard at the water front chitchatting abt a lot of things...such a nice play to hang out...i wish i did that last time haha
We (me n shufang)only realised that we have to leave soon before the last bus ends (wad a cinderella story....) in the end we managed to catch the last 97 bus from cityhall there...then luckily bus 30 still operate when we reached harbour front at 12 haha...fiuh....
one of the inconvenience staying in pgp. coz pgp is a real ulu place, the bus stop is so far away...that's why sometimes a bit scary to walk back myself especially when it's super late aledy like yesterday...
but i was a nice gathering lah overall...miss them all!
here are some of the picture taken yesterday...

alice's bdae!

this post is dedicated to Alice, the lucky gurl who is having her birthday today...24 oct 2006.... I dunno whether it's a holiday for her there today, but it's holiday for us today....hari raya puasa, idul fitri, wadever u wanna call it... happy hari raya puasa for all who celebrates...
back to the topic abt alice since it's her bdae today...must make her feel special today haha...(jangan ge er ya lice....cuma buat kali ini aja loh!! haha)
she's a friend that i got to know abt 3 years ago when I started my journey in singapore.... During the first 3 months of relc, we were not that close, but we were in the same english class at that time....
After that, came the shocking news that 5 of us got in rgs, including me n alice...that's where we become closer coz rg really dun have a lot of indo...so we are always stuck together in school, in hostel, we even became roommate for one year...had a lot of fun too then...
then, after the struggle to complete our o'level. it's time for me to decide which jc to go...I put vj first n nj second.... I thought my points wont be enuf to get me to vj.... but surprisingly, i got in there n guess wad, alice got in vj too...
SO, we continue to be in the same school for the next 2 years...with all the hell of mugging time...but of course not to forget all the great times we had... we spent most of our time in hostel together, eat together, watch movies together...coz we stayed 2 doors away only...just a knock on her door needed to kacau her studying haha...
alice, is a funky gal, who likes her hair spiked up, she even like to cut her own hair...haha...when u dunno her, she looks like a quiet type but actually she can crack a lot of jokes n make ppl laugh until got stomachache....
she's a punctual gal, always the earliest to get ready for everything...but the highlight is, she's a super duper creative gal that i've ever known... she can make some typical black note book into a classy n unique one (rmb her autograph book?)...
as a person, she's a very tolerant n caring gal!! but of course she's has her limit (which is good haha)...dun make her angry lah...if not ROAR!! haha just kidding lah...alice jarang marah kok!!! haha
It's so sad that now alice is no longer in singapore to pursue her uni...but i'm happy for her that she's aledy in aussie now, with her bro n sis.... just enjoy it there! miss her a lot coz we really have shared the good n bad times together, miss shopping with u too gal!!
hm...alice, happy with the decication...tulus lho nulisnya haha
miss u a lot!

Deathnote!!...not bad

I think the whole singapore is having the deathnote fever...maybe it's a bit too exaggerated to say that lah...but I guess since it is shown during this festive season n ppl are all having holidays, everybody just wants to go out to catch movies and one of the prominent choices is deathnote...
I went to watch yesterday oso...with this whole grp of indo frenz from pgp...not all of course...too many indo here that it's impossible to clique with everybody...
basically got me, ismy, jenn, david, linda, danny, beer, ananda...
we went vivocity which is this new n huge shopping mall at harbour front. For those who have not been in sg, this is a new place to shop...though the shops are mostly high-ends...but I havent really got the chance to walk ard yet since we reached just on time for the movie...
Why was it fun?? first, the movie itself is quite interesting, though not as good as the manga...just love the story line but I'm already looking forward to the 2nd one in dec...yay! just the right timing...a refreshing method after exam!!
second, the company. I havent got the chance to go out like this for such a long while...Last time, this is wad we do almost everyweek or at least once every month....but since i got into nus, I havent got the chance to truly go out n hang out with friends...
The bast part is, supper at fongseng after movie...banana cheese prata tastes good with sugar n curry...sounds weird but it's really nice when ur stomach is growling...haha
oh ya, as a result of deathnote hangover, we started calling each other with initials...like C for cindy, L for linda, I for ismy, J for Jeanette...haha...
I'm really looking forward to another outing like this....when arh?
Haiz, today is another unproductive day...I just stare at my laptop the whole day, eat at K gourmet, watch youtube, play taboo...sigh...my assignment is still untouched n i choose to write blog instead..haha
I miss watching taiwan variety shows by 5566...so I tried to explore youtube...and this is wad i found...(i think it was from this year's chinese new year....very interesting n creative indeed! 5566 never fails to amaze me...)

When everybody starts to complain...

At last! my week is over... there were a lot of things going on for the past week... somehow time passes so fast...but i think i'm doing well. Just coping n keeping up with the pace of everything...right on the dot...Maybe slightly lagging, but still quite reasonable for my standard....
at last my grp is more or less done with the project and we've handed in our first draft. so, only needs a bit more fine tunning....dun wanna think so much abt oral defence first...taking one thing at a time...
and the good thing is, deepavali n hari raya is coming...yay!! so can slack a bit...
I got plans for these few days aledy.... tonite gonna watch deathnote at vivocity with Indo frenz...cant wait aledy!! then sunday got the competition, then monday going out with S12 frenz...for steamboat oh yay!!...haha... for the time being I shall just forget about the deadline for another project that is coming in 1 week time....=(
apart from me, i see a lot of ppl ard me who is complaining abt life too..they say uni life sucks n everything...I just dun seem to agree with that...
Nothing is easy in life... especially come to studying, it's never pleasant...particularly at this point of time where everything starts to pile up.... but somehow all these hardship makes me enjoy life more when it comes to play...
n i try to be consistent everyday. so at least i wont feel guilty when I go out n play...haha....wad a mentality...
haiz, i think i'm just talking rubbish....

first competition

this post is dedicated to my first dance competition ever...but it is not a real competition in the sense. coz it's really an informal kinda thing...
yup, as u all know, i have been taking up my social n ballroom dance lessons, twice a week, cha cha n quickstep.
the course is coming to an end and the committe is organising this mini competition for us to "show off" wad we have learned lah...maybe they call it a competition to make it sound more exciting...
I'm actually quite excited abt it oso...coz i really really love doing this dance (havent i emphasise this enuf..?)... and the seniors are always very nice to teach us the moves whenever we are lost....
oh ya, back to the "competition"...actually, i dun really care abt winning or losing, coz that's not the whole point.
Yesterday was like the "qualifying round"...but really it's a friendly competition that every couple that took part got into the semifinals for at least one kind of dance...
How i rate my performance yesterday? i say not bad lah...for a first competition standard.... though got mistakes here n there, muffled moves, step wrongly ...wadever...it was a performance that i could be proud of...I felt quite confident and most imptly, i have greatly enjoyed it...and that's wad impt isnt it? haha...
oh ya, and actually i will compete one more time on sunday...for quickstep i think, coz we only got into the semi for cha cha...would wanna try again for quickstep...hopefully we did better...
I'm a bit tired of dancing now...my feet are aching slightly, but it's a good way to escape from the tutorials and projects to come...sigh...but now they are pilling up...help!!
-wish me luck-

it's been ages

it's been so so long since the last time i update here...Somehow I lost the mood to write aledy...life is as boring as ever...
but i'm kinda enjoying it now coz it's after midterm period...I feel that I have lost my midterm break...never really enjoy it to the fullest. So, I deserve a break now...somehow, I just take everything very easily...tutorials are always done last minute...
everyday, I will watch my korean series....my girl...high recommendation!! actually until now I still havent finish watching it...purposely watch slowly... This is so typical me...I won't want good things to end so fast...though I'm very curious about the continuation of the story...but it's just too wasted if such a nice movie is finished in a dash...just wanna prolong the happy feeling of being able to enjoy this show...
okay, back to the point abt post midterm...precisely, I'm having post midterm syndrome where I just dun take studying seriously...I hope this is only for now...coz I really need to gear up again...time will just fly past like siao...and if i dun catch up soon, I'll be the one who'll be siao near the exam.
I'm so scared of exam now...somehow, nobody is pushing me aledy. At least last time in vhall n nanyang, I see ppl mugging then will feel a little sense of guilt when i dun study. but now, everybody study in the room (I oso lock myself in the room), nobody to "push" n motivate me...I just hope i wont flung my exams lah...that's all...
Cha chan quickstep lessons are coming to and end next week. I have to say I have fully enjoyed the course so much. though sometimes i dread going all the way to kallang which is super far from pgp...it's a strain on the pocket n a strain on time...but I think i'll still continue for the next course which will begin on 9th of oct....haiz...money flowing out again...but nvm, it's all worth it cindy!! (self-assurance). there's also a mini competition on that last day. just wanna have fun, not particularly very competitive...
hm...talking abt holiday, today I just realised that it's the last day to apply for vacation stay and i havent plan much abt my holiday...dun even know when i can go back coz i havent book ticket...
honestly, now i dun look forward to go back as much...sometimes i feel that in indo, I dun have much room to move. It's just not save to wander ard alone...n of course i'll never do that. Apart from that, I just feel so dependent at home...i prefer my lifestle here where i gotta decide wad i wanna do.
but still i miss the comfort of home n wanna meet dwee n alice...
i dunno where r my other indo frenz aledy, somehow we have different lives now. they are too busy to entertain me oso...haiz...maybe i shld take the initiative too...jiayou....

The end of Idol fever...

okay...must say that this post is a bit late lar... Singapore idol 2 final was last Sunday and the result was out on Monday...hoho...yup, Hady Mirza against Jonathan Leong....
Who I support...of course Hady...He is consistent from the first time and he is just so RnB... u noe me, I love RnB...haha
and who wins...of course it's Hady oso...haha...but actually I thot Jonathan was not bad oso...but during the final, Jonathan was quite boring in the choice of songs. I somehow think that he's songs are very similar. With his kind of voice, he should have chosen different genres...all the songs he picked was very rock...which i dun really like oso lah...haha... but i rmb him singing "unforgettable" a few weeks ago and that was the kind of performance that I like better from him...not rock all the way.
On the other hand, Hady...he just knows how to choose the rite songs to show off his range..."through the fire" becomes my fave after he sings it...although like wad dick said, he went a bit off pitch...but he really got the guts to pick that kind of song lah! just see for urself lah...


Hady oso sounded better for the "you give me wings" compared to Jonathan...coz he varied his style...
oh wait...why do I sound like i'm one of the judges...erhmmm...too much idol shows aledy lah....
actually i did not really support anybody for this time round...hady sings well, jonathan is from nus...jasmine was from vj n was dwee's classmate...haha....i really didn't matter to me. just watched for the good performances
oh ya, vj choir was once again performing in the Idol final...I think they really gain the name n fame after the Germany choir olympics....haha...
Actually I'm quite proud lah for them...vj was my almamater...haha...
went shopping with ismy at bugis yesterday...and this is the first time i shop this much after i came to nus...haha...maybe it's a way to vent my stress....
I bought 2 tops n a skirt...haha...happy happy with wad I bought though I think they are a bit ex...but dun care lah...once in a while
I oso bought mooncake! yay! haha...snowskin one...
last time (when I was still in Indo) actually i dun like mooncake one....I looks dry n uninteresting. somehow, when I came here, I was willing to try it. I rmb that was during Nanyang mooncake festival...they gave free mooncake, of course must try!
I like those with eggyolks...haha nice!
okies...enuf about food...I bet u are salivating ledy coz I am..haha nyum...

got BREAK...got KIT KAT....

haha...actually this post is nothing abt kit kat lah...it's just some creative idea that I can think of now...
fiuh...so happy that I'm having a break now...but quite sad oso lah...coz i kinda feel that this break is gonna be super short n actually it's not a real break so to speak...mid term test is waiting for me after the break...
the other thing is, I oso feel quite lonely lah...(this is me...during school say wanna have a break...now give me break, I say lonely...but it's true lah)
yc is back in Malaysia, hope she's having fun at home...haha....
2 days out of 7 days holiday is over liao...
but it was 2 fulfilling days, not in terms of productivity though...haha...but had quite a lot of fun lah....I realise uni life is not that bad after all...i begin to enjoy myself, apart from the test and tutorial n lecture part of course...
haha
friday was a super busy day...morning got ctw tutorial, did presentation, handed up my assignment (i spend almost 1 week plus to do it when i can just crap in a few hours near the deadline....that 1 week plus is super useless actually...)
then after that i "jaga" red cross booth to promote our blood donation drive...(this is quite ironical though, I myself is damn scared of donating blood, and now i want to promote to ppl...haha ...oops, hoepfully no other red cross ppl reading this...haha)...I was distributing flyers to ppl at science....with ismy's help oso...luckily got her lah, if not i'll be bored to death.
then after red cross, chiong back room, bathe, then go out play badminton with yetfeng, sebas, daniel, kenneth and 2 new ppl that i just got to know....Kenny n ernie...(actually not really sure how to spell their names)...but they are nice ppl lah... actually i had quite a lot of fun playing with them...intensive playing that i never have for quite a few months after i quit training....
i realised, playing with the guys help me to improve my playing oso...coz actually they are stronger, so can force myself to hit harder...if i play with girls, I will be more laid back n play lousier...but doesnt matter lah...as long as i sweat, I'm happy...haha
after the very intense badminton, I rushed back pgp to have dinner with jenn n laura...
then bathe again n rushed to yih for chapter meeting...haha
i really sounds like a busy person, don't i?? but actually make myself busy one lah...I can choose to slack or busy, but i'm happy to be busy. satisfaction...haha(wad a crap)
haha
then yesterday, the whole day, I just watched dvds, youtube....I'm super duper addicted to wei xiao pasta...n I luv the tears from polaris sang by nicholas teo...yay! hope they will upload the episode 11 soon heeee!
yup n today, again I went for my ballroom practice as usual...I think this course is really fulfilling...coz u can really see how u have progress from week to week...n every week we learn new moves...so fun! it's an avenue to refresh from all the sch work. i think I'm still gonna continue after cha cha...but dunno wad other dance I'm gonna learn lah...
haha..I think I just describe all i did for the whole weekends.haha see how unproductive it is...n my room is in a mess coz i'm in lazy mood, too lazy to clean n tidy up
okies...I'm off to watch dvd again now....huaaaaa

The lion Sleeps Tonight

This is wad my tutor shows me during that 2 hours CTW tutorial.... Cute isn't it?? haha... For those who watched friends shloud now this song rite? the one where Ros had Marcel, the monkey....heee

Sweety is here...

yep, u can see from the title...sweety is in NUS...they r having concert at Temasek hall today...
Many ppl sure dunno who are they, coz they are not that big in Singapore... but since I've had 8 months of taiwanese tv influence, of course i noe them.
Basically they are made up of 2 gals...and both of them are only around 17 or 18...walau, so young can earn so much liao.... n i predict they will be even more popular...haha...
Actually i dunno their songs coz i only noe them from the taiwanese series that I used to watch. one of them is qiao qiao...she's the cute gal from ai qing mo fa shi...she played as xiao bei... yup, of course i noe her lah, ai qing mo fa shi used to be my fave show...
then the other one is called yen yen..(haiya, dunno how to write her name properly, basically that's how it sounds to me)...she also played a series but cant rmb the title liao.
and two of them also host a variety show with jacky wu. this was one of my fave shows during weekends coz during the shows they will invite some dancers (usually grp or pairs), then they will compete against each other...maybe not as exciting as those reality shows kind but this shows get me to love ballroom dance...it's kinda an exposure to me...
actually i'm supposed to be watching their concert now...I got the tix for free yesterday. but why am I still in front of my laptop here typing...haha yup, coz just now I aledy went to temasek hall with yeanching. then see the queue which is like super duper longgggggggg....how can temasek hall accomodate so many....ckckck...so decided not to queue coz it's just not worth it lah. I think their songs are not that nice oso...Just wanna see them in person, that's all. haha...
but really, no dissapointment...if it's Justin timberlake or Alicia keys or maroon 5, then i really won't mind the queue lah....budden again, those super star wont have their concert at temasek hall for free rite??hahah...
i think i'm talking cock liao...
oh ya, dinner today is oyster that I bought from pgp chinese cuisine stall...haha...very happy! coz i like oyster. Actually i never tried the raw one before. but I prefer it to be cooked with chilli...nyum....just love it...
btw, today is s'pore idol result show...will jasmine get out? or is it jon? I'm quite sure it wont be hady. though i never heard them sing yesterday. i think jas n jon are just so-so...Hady is much much better. may the best win!
hm...time to stop procrastinating. I got research to do for tml's ctw. argghh! hate it!

new found liking - Jamie Cullum

wow... the last time i updated my blog seems so long ago. I have been busy doing my tutorials n watching the lecture webcasts....(haha good girl!)...
I think I got lotsa free time but I just do not maximise it. For instance, this afternoon I ended my lesson at 1. then went for lunch with my og-mates until around 2. Then I wander around central lib n yih-dunno doing wad. haha...in the end, i only reach my room ard 2.40... that's how i waste time... but that's not it, I came back room, intended to read my textbook n ended up falling asleep for almost 2 hrs...(that's becoz i was studying on my bed...) n as a result, i got a headache for sleeping too much...sigh...sleep too little not good, sleep too much oso not good.
that's why i'm stress doing my tutorial when all the deadlines are coming up.haha but that is just so me. procrastinate till last minute.
anyway, few days ago, I accompanied yc to sign up for her new line (and she got a very good deal for a nice 3g nokia phone....not like my ugly sony ericsson...).
in the midst of waiting, I went in to Gramophone, a CD shop around the singtel shop at taka. and I really think that shop is quite cool. So i tried listening to cds there, the thing that I havent done since last march i think...haha (I rmb only me n alice enjoyed doing that)...
back to the main point...then I stumbled upon this Jamie cullum cd... I used to think he's songs are just so-so. (but alice thought otherwise)....haha
yup, so i re-listened to his songs and my ears were just so attracted to this song called "mind trick"...so up beat n unique.
so I came back n search online for his songs, and I found this website http://www.jamiecullum.com/jukebox/index.html
wow...free music!!! haha yup, and i just feel that the jazz music is just nice for my current state now, alone in the room, trying to work. it's just so soothing...yup. that's my new fave...

weekend! yay!...need to slack...

haha...at last weekend come. I hope weekend can be my free day where i can do wadever i want...but i think it's not realistic at all. Maybe just tml (saturday). planning to play badminton with ismy at pgp...then maybe go bugis with yc...haiz, still not sure. but really got craving for shopping now...just wanna relax n "wash my eye" (red: cuci mata)....though i got a hole in my pocket aledy. where has all the money gone??
sunday is not free for me anymore since i gotta attend ballroom dance class...cha cha cha... which is actually getting more fun...but the problem is...I still got difficulty following and the steps are getting more complicated. it's really hard to look nice n slick while u have to follow a specific pattern which are quite new n confusing. but that's the challenge....
oh ya, got new move called new york new york....haha..I think it's a cool name n it looks quite nice...haha...
yep, enuf abt my dance lah. i think i'm a bit obsessed liao.
today I was quite busy running around attending different things. Though my timetable today supposed to be slack.
basically i only gpt 2 hrs of critical thinking n writing (ctw) in the morning...then i'm supposed to be free after that.
budden my og ppl wanted to meet for lunch (only some lah actually)...so i stayed back in sch n did my work for 2 hrs before going to arts canteen for lunch...
after lunch i came back pgp to slept n slack for a few hrs...
then at 4, I gotta attend this mentor mentee tea session...haha
my mentor is an indonesian haha...and so happens that, got another three ppl in the grp, excluding me, are also indonesians....wah...indonesians are really everywhere...
that's not the end. after the tea session i went basketball recreational. actually this is just for leasure playing lah. I can dun attend if i dun want to. but i think i want to make it a point to exercise at least once a week. maybe minggle ard n make friends too. as in, we all have passion for basketball n we play for fun. so, not so stress abt scoring n stuff. which is cool to me!
after basketball, i rushed for my bath at src n my dinner at yih before i go for red cross party...it's actually just a small gathering where they showed all the pictures of camps n introduced the new exco....haha...got pizzas n fruit salad too!
sigh...wad a long day. but i can say that i enjoy cca here so much more than during sec sch or jc....i dunno lah. even though i need to care abt cca points, but i feel that that's not the main thing. I just wanna have fun n learn new things. n hopefully that can help me to stay on in pgp (preferably the type a ) huahauaauhuahuha...
okay, need a rest now!
mission acomplished...

stress building up

sigh...havent been updating my blog recently...i want to now...but too bad...
my EG 1413 homework is keeping me away from this. I have to resist to the temptation of continuing this but i have responsibilities to fulfil...
so...I'm going back to my critique writing which makes me very clueless after i read the article...my english standard is really really dropping...and i only have a few hrs to finish it....sigh...
i dunno why i'm doing this...haha...stress stress n more stress

i choose to do this....instead of my tutorial.

yep, this is a postponed post...I shld have post this yesterday but somehow lotsa things that i need to do kept me away from my blog.
I went for red cross camp during the weekend. Yes, I have changed my cca. Now, I'm no longer part of the dragon boat team, though i wish I am.
I decided to go for red cross interview n yay, they accepted me!!!....haha maybe not a very big deal huh?
but why red cross...it's becoz i wanna learn first aid skills...haha I think it's kinda cool n useful too!
but as soon as I was accepted, I was told that i must go for compulsory common orientation for all the chapters in RCHN. Overwhelming it was, I needed to wash my clothes, eat my delayed dinner (instant noodle it was), pack all the things I need for camp in a few hours time. (We need to gather at 7, so must sleep early to wake up early) Luckily I got my new elle travelling bag. Luv it so much coz it's just very easy to just dumb all my stuff in. So packing was brief n good.
okay, i dun have the time to describe all the activities during the camp now (as u can see from the title, tutorials are still waiting for me...this is an escapade)
but it's mostly team bonding games. we were re-grouped with ppl from other chapters including other polys, unis n jcs...
the highlight of the games (personally for me) is the rafting. Though I was not very impressed with the making process. I remembered last time during OBS camp, we did a much much better n stronger raft that can accomodate almost 20 ppl.
at first I was reluctant to ride it coz it looks damn unstable. but in the end i decided to give it a shot coz the others said it was very fun.
It was fun indeed. but rather risky to operate in such a wavy sea. We were busy balancing the raft that we didnt have much time to enjoy pedalling.
the rest of the camp went well but of course it was less enthu compared to o'week. but the ppl I meet r nice, so no prob lah.
Elizabeth was in the camp too. She joined this cca earlier than me so she knows more ppl inside than me. n I guess she's part of the committee now. So, sometimes I hang around with the committee ppl too, namely Jasmine, wynne, dinesh, gordon (dunno how to spell his chinese name), n mohan.
they are nice ppl but since i was new, I could not gel with them that well. Sometimes I just feel damn out. but obviously it's not their problem. this is just the way it is. Then the other thing is that they really joke n talk cock a lot to each other, which i dun do to ppl I just noe. I just cant joke n talk cock usually unless I got common things too talk abt...
so that was one area where I was not very satisfied about, apart from the fact that I can see cliques forming in the chapter...sigh. I dun like it lah.
oh ya, actually got another unlucky thing happened during the camp...my grp got the duty to clean the female toliets...yucks, female toilet sux....all sorta things can be found there...bleaghs
okay, stop complaining gal! u still got maths tutorial glaring in front of u!...huaaaa...I wanna sleep liaozzzzz

the best o week!

photos of the o week



dress nice nice for inauguration




before our SP game...say cheese!




sentosa day is muah chee-ing day




the most beautiful sunset!




we had good food...nyum!




getting ready for rag day...after 2 hrs of sleep only




zephyr's funky ogls

rigorous training...Dragon boat team, is it for me?

Yesterday, sarah, as in 04s12 sarah, asked me to go NUS dragon boat training wif her...actually, I'm quite interested in it after I watched dragon boat competition on tv last holiday...it really looked damn cool everything is so coordinated...
yup, so I went to meet the ppl there... Oh gosh, the gals are super muscular lah...as in the senior...I felt inferior...haha
so i agreed to have training with them, it started with warming up n stretching n jumping jack..the normal stuff lah u noe. Even from this simple exercise, I can see that these ppl are super committed n discipline. they like did everything whole-heartedly...so i just follow oso since i dun mind doing exercise.
after warm up, we RAN to the gym...yes, we really ran, like mad bull...haha..
okay, reach gym....honestly, I never go gym before...okay, maybe got go...but never tried all the machines n stations....except for the treadmills...
luckily, we were divided into grps n I'm in a grp with another cindy...haha...cindy is such a common name...but i still like it...haha
yup the ppl in my grp are very nice, cindy, charmaine n amanda...n they taught me how to use each of the machines n taught me the breathing technique...
n I was damn amazed to see them do the heavy weights...crazy lah, i cant even do half of their weight...haha
after gym was medicine ball...It's an orange ball made of rubber n dunno wad else...coz from the look of it, it looks damn light n it seems to be very easy to pass the ball....
I got the shock of my life when I did the first pass, It was damn damn heavy lah. and it was hard to pass accurately...but after awhile i could get the hang of it n did okay lah...
but that was not all. Of course must do running rite...but yep, the fact is, NUS area is never flat....it's always uphill, downhill....can u imagine running up the slope...xiao lah!...but the team is super encouraging n very supportive. they kept shouting jiayou all the way when we ran. my badminton training last holiday have done me some good. I noe that my stamina is still there even though not as fit as the rest. I managed to complete the run n return to SRC feeling satisfied with myself.
the best part was, soya milk! they said that it's good for muscle recovery...after all the gymming n running, my muscles are damaged for sure...so soya milk is good!
yup, got to noe a few year ones there too...they are friendly bunch of ppl but the rest have known each other since they went for training for 2 weeks aledy...
they sure grew stronger after the training. can see that some of them are not the sport type but see how they can do a bit of pull-ups (still with help of course)...
went fong seng for supper (or dinner exactly)....i ate maggie mie chicken coz i suddenly got craving for it...but I promise next time I go there I'm gonna eat roti john, it looks super nice. n dun wanna order the ice blended anymore coz it's always too sweet. bleak!
yup, come back my room n can aledy feel that my hands were trembling. I think i strained my muscle too much aledy. so I bathed with hot water n applied so muscle rub before it gets worse.
luckily today I can still lift my hand n go lecture...haha but still quite pain lah.
see..this is my first training n they say that it was still slack. I dunno how tough it's going to get. I dunno whether this is the rite thing for me. I'm not very used to training hard 3 times a week. but I'm going to see how first coz this saturday is the really water training. someone, help me decide pls...I hate making decisions....
i hope my bone wont crack with this kind of intensive exercise....
i enjoyed it somehow. but the post-effect is really torturing...how??

adventurous me....

today is really audition day for me...
i was actually totally free coz eg1413 has not started....
but today got 2 auditions that i attended...basically all singing one lah...
the first one is "voices", it's like the club of soloist...haha...I think i was a bit crazy when i decided to go for this...haha..but all this oso becoz i got one friend accompanying me there...just as crazy as me...yetfeng, this cool gal i met in zephyr. I see her almost everyday coz she's taking chem eng too!haha...
yup, then the second audition was choir, very classic but i think it's even tougher than voices...seriously....they asked me to do scales like a a a a a a a a a....down n up the scale, n i think i screwed it up.... but i dun really care lah. since i go there really for fun...if they really want me, i'll be very surprise oso....if they dun want, i won't be too dissapointed oso lah...expected. i'm not choir material i think....
but actually for those 2 auditions i only need to prepare once, coz can just sing the same song...haha...I sang "how do I live" by leanne Rhimes....
i wonder how i sounded during the auditions...I dun mind not getting the place but i just dun wanna sound bad n embarrasing...haha...anyway, it's purely for fun lah. I dun wanna do cca just for points...no fun at all.
oh ya, for both, actually they had short interview for me. but the ppl are super friendly which made me quite calm n I can really be myself during the interview...
not like the harmoc exco interview that I had in JC...bleh...bad memory...
and after both auditions, me n yet feng planned to go for CHeSS tea...it's not chess the game...it's chem n env eng society i think...haha...
but we were so late that we couldnt find a single person there...we expect to find some free food to fill our empty stomach...too bad lah. i dun think they even had food lah...haha
so we ended up eating at Engin canteen (techno edge)...had grilled chicken ...super nice i think...that was oso our first time eating at engin canteen even though we are from engin....we've been to business, arts, scince canteens but not engin. But engin canteen is really more spacious than the rest...maybe the variety is less...but not that bad lah...
shld try to explore ard campus more to find good food...
i think i begin to love the life here, since i got my good friends around, i can try different stuff that i never tried before...haha...
but i still miss my friends who are no longer in s'pore...alice, dwee n vidi...
hope u ppl doing fine too!

is this the rite choice?

wad cca to join?...that's the common question ppl are asking ard here....
so ppl just wanna slack n dun join anything, some ppl are aledy very busy wif their hall stuff and the rest are just floating around trying all the ccas available...
maybe i'm one of the ppl from the third category. I dun exactly try all...but I'm trying to explore which is the right one for me....but the more I explore the more I cant decide...
but...tonite I went to social n ballroom dancing welcome tea...This may not be the usual me, if u realise. I seldom keep in contact with dancing stuff...music yes, but seldom dancing.
why ballroom dance...? honestly, I was inspired by the taiwan show...(this is wad i have been watching during the past holiday)...there's this one show hosted by jacky wu every weekend which always showcase ballroom dancing...somewad a competition. Yup, n after watching so many shows I am just curious n interested to try. becoz I think it's just unique n elegant...sexy too...haha
wadever, I signed up for it aledy...for the wed n sun slot....
but I realise that I need to spend a lot if I'm in this cca...dancing shoe n paying for the course itself....but actually wad I really worry abt is time management...
the courses are at nite n I just scared that I cant cope with all the upcoming assignments n tutorials....
but i oso think that uni is my last chance of exploring all the unusual stuff that I dun get to try before....so I shall gather all my courage n commitment to try wadever else I enjoy...
hope I can still manage well and the money I paid is worth it...

"Scholar" is a taboo....

just came back from Suntec for our OG outing...
it's like a wrap up of the o week...but this would not be the end....this is just the beginning...wakakak...so philosophical....
yup, we ate n talk kok at swensens...ask the guys to do arm wrestling....n wadever other silly games.
n we ended the nite wif a toast at the sky garden. I think everyone in the OG are glad that they join Zephyr...same here too...this is like the best OG that I ever have....hope we'll always stay in touch even though school stuff will start pilling up soon i'm sure...
yup...that was the happy2 part....
haha...
then abt the title of this blog which i am abt to address...(hmm sounds a bit like GP essay aledy)
why does the issue come about....
because it was brought up by someone...yeah...should keep the person anonymous...haha
yup...but I really feel that I have to comment on this one to set ppl's mind set correctly...at least for me n my friends.
I have been a scholar in S'pore for 4 years....and I feel that the word scholar is very very sensitive. It's better to hide your identity as a scholar than to boast abt it. Maybe in your home country, being a scholar is a pride. but if u reveal or introduce urself as a scholar here...u are doomed...
haha
i am saying this from personal experience.
during this engin o week, i always try to keep low profile, especially wif my surname being so unique. I just dun hope that a string of questions start coming to me....
typical kinda questions are something like this....
a: oh your surname is so unique.../ where do u stay?
b: I'm a foreigner from Indonesia....
a: oh really, i didnt know that...

if the conversation just ended there without further interogation...that will be fine n cool. which was wad happen to me during the camp...n I am well accepted although I am a bit different. coz of course I put in my effort to blend in oso...after all I am a chinese....we shld look abt the same...haha (wad crap is this)
but when ppl start finding out that u came here on scholarship...I can hear cynical tone setting in...haha

yup, ppl's perception of a scholar is something like this:
nerd, antisocial, only care abt books, lecture, tutorial, mugger.....yar, u noe all those characters....haha
but seriously, being a scholar is just like being a normal youth, teenage who has life not only inside their little academic world....
scholars are just like every other students....some maybe smarter some may not be that smart...but does it reallly matter...it's just one of the talents that u got. Different ppl excel in different things ....we are humans too... we have our fun time, we have our partying time, we got our hang out time, ...basically we are all the same..
but why ppl like to look at scholar differently, maybe treat scholar differently too?....haiz....this is a question hard to anwser....
but it's oso not rite for me to generalise that... coz obviously there are some scholars that care abt their academic performance more than others....I mean, mug more, more hardworking n so on....but is there anything wrong wif that? ppl just have different priorities in life...
but I'm happy n proud to be a scholar. just dun treat me differently. I'm normal human just like the rest of u....
I think I'm speaking for some ppl out there too...rite?haha

rag day....

continuation....
haha my previous blog is too long aledy, decide to chop it of there...
this one is abt the rag day, the day after drinking games...or shld i say the same day as the drinking game....
i only took short 2 hrs nap....on lt chairs..imagine how uncomfortable it was, but amazingly i still managed to sleep for awhile....haha
woke up early n get ready to cheer for the rag team....go engin go!
but actually after seeing sheares rag (though they didnt win)....i dun really like engin rag...like not so well planned. but still have to give the compliments to those who were willing to spend their nites there instead of sleeping at home...salute!
oh ya, i painted my hand wif the word "engin" in blue...then when the sun strikes, there it left a mark on my left arm....luckily the ones on my face didnt leave any trace..fiuh...if got, i just wont dare to step out of my room lah...
the rest of the day was pretty normal, just had dinner at newyork newyork @citilink n end up talking rubbish...yar that's wad ppl do when they are tired...

quite sad that o week has aledy ended...wish it could be longer...but maybe not. i dun want my bones to crack after that....to tired lah sometimes but overall super duper enjoyable...haha

from sentosa day till today....part 1

wait...when did i go sentosa ya??
it seems like very long time ago. my biological cycle was sorta ruined n sometimes i dunno when's the time to sleep n when's the time to wake up. thanks to the endless cards n games sessions....
oh ya, back to sentosa day...flash back!
that morning i was a bit panicky coz i just realised that i havent submit my reimbursement form to yih (the deadline was 3 days ago...yep i was late)...but luckily they stil wanted to accept it...fiuhhh fiuhhhh...task 1: done!
yup, then i rushed back pgp to meet irma as she is going to sentosa too! yiiipieee got someone to go together....
yep, we stopped at harbour front there n we went our own way. I went to meet zephyrians n had heavy lunch before the wet n crazy day ahead....
i believe palawan beach looked like a sea of oranges wif all the engin ppl wearing those orange singlet... haha but it is a nice colour...happy n cheerful!
n of course, orientation @ sentosa will not be perfect without any wet games...we literally had "buffet of wet games" (quoted from yi xing)...haha...
but playing on the beach n in the sea really made me think back of the times in vhall...we were so near to the beach n yet we seldom played there...only went ecp to run or to see ppl build sand castle...oh...i missed those times a lot...
anyway, sentosa is actually more fun lah....can dunk ppl, can muachi ppl, do stupid things without caring wad the passer-by would say coz we were in such a big grp...haha... oh ya, highlight of the day, getting dunked in "unusual manner" twice...haha...i didnt noe whether i flip or not during the dunk...just couldnt feel aledy...
at the end of the day, i was totally roasted esp my shoulders...red like boiled crab...even as i'm writing this my shoulder is still red, though not as painful as it was that day...
the climax of the day was the camp fire though i didnt really enjoy it as much as the wet games....coz it was so dark n crowded...haha...but not bad lah..that was my first camp fire wif all the singing n mamboing...haha
after that, as if we were not tired at all, we still had supper...
that nite, i reached my room at 11 plus...tiring but wif very pleasant feelings..haha...that's when i was trigerred to make cards for the ogls coz i think they had put in so much effort n gave us so much fun during this orientation week. i must say that it's even more fun than vj orientation.... thanks a lot for turning my boring days staying alone in pgp into a more fantastic week...
yup, but that was not the end yet...
the next day i had some talk over wif the CHESS...haha 1 day camp thingy lah but i was not very interested to join them coz i had my sense of belonging on zephyr aledy...bleah this sounds very cliche'...wadever...but that's how i felt lah...
classmates can know them next time during boring tutorials...but og ppl wont meet that often liao mah...
yep, in the end i cao halfwaf to join the food hunt at engin o weeek...
before leaving, yi xing baked a cheese cake for us...super nice. it was different from the cheesecake i made before. it was baked, mine was only refrigerated...but both are nice...haha
the food hunt is just a shopping trip from one supermarket to the others...form PS, Bugis, Queensway wif a series of tasks to complete....
but food hunt was not the fun part lah...the interesting part is that we need to prepare some nice dishes for the judges wif the materials we bought...I'm damn proud of the food that our grp prepared...super duper nice...too bad we didnt win...but that doesnt really matter isnt it?....it was the fun that counts...really
that nite was supposed to be the finalle nite for us...ohhh so sad lah, esp if the thought of lectures n tutorials come to mind...haha
yup, the o week comm ppl showed us the videos of all the things that we had gone thru...
we ended it wif mamboing the whole nite...but honestly some of the songs are just wrong they shld play rnb...haha rnb rox!...haha..nevertheless i had lotsa fun...but the sticky honey was just yucky!haha
yup...
guess wad, the day never really ended yet, we played drinking games n thru'out the nite...wad a tiring day!
to be continued....

turning zombie soon - biological cycle screwed

feels like i havent been stepping into my room for so long n havent been using my laptop for ages.....lt 7 has become permanent home for shelterless zephyrians....
sigh...another night without sleep, which is apparently a common thing during camps or orientations in uni....
but I didnt feel any strong objection for that since we had so much fun....
yup, again orientation stuff.
morning, land games which ended in confussion as it started to rain n we couldnt continue playing in the open area. but overall the games really strengthen team bonding n gave us the chance to sabo councillors....but they actually do the saboing among themselves...haha we just requested for HAHA stone for every "task" done....
after the morning games, we had inauguration ceremony which is a formal thing that not many ppl look forward to except to get the nice file...even the seniors wanted us to take some spare ones for them...how desperate is that....?
but the ceremony is nothing but just speeches, pledge, performances and refreshment....oh ya, the performance by the accapella grp the resonance (similar to vj harmoc's concert name)was quite impressive though a bit too draggy. nevertheless, accapella grps always manage to wow me....
yup, after the ceremony was sp game...secret pal. I must say, this is the part where i really dun enjoy, though lots of effort have been put in to organise this. but the idea of randomly matchmaking ppl is never rite...(hey, i've done speed dating experiment for pw, u noe?...but wad's the link ya? haha. the game of angel n mortal during jc seem to be more enjoyable n less threatening...imagine u are blind-folded n paired wif a guy u dun noe at all....
yup, basically we were blind-folded using rubbish bag (that black one lah...) cut into long strips.... first of all, the blind-fold is super uncomfortable that my eyes sweat...how bad is that?
to top that up, we waited damn damn long before we were paired up....again randomly, by drawing lot...
last but not least, it's the partner that i got. actually i doesnt matter as it's just a one day programme thingy. so i dun care that much. when we were blind-folded n talk, he sounded like an okay person to me...as in sounded quite mature....
budden, when i saw him in person n saw wad he did wif his og mates (the guys esp), i'm not very impressed by that. I think that he's rather immature n he's just not my type lah...haha....anyway, this SP game actually made me realise how I treasure the ppl in my og...including the guys. they seem to be more proper, have more respect for the girls n seem to be friendlier...this is really a compliment....
hopefully my SP partner do not get to read this.haha...
but seriously, this sorta game is just a waste of time n i dun enjoy it...
after that SP games, we wanted to bathe. but sadly, everybody in the orientation oso wanted to bathe at the same time while the shower cubicles are just so limited....
after queuing for so long, we gave up n decided to get to the guys toilet and use the shower while nobody's there....of course the gentlemen in zephyr nicely offered their service to guard the toilet door just in case other guys wanna intrude...haha
ooppps...Is this not supposed to be said..haha...but it's just funny when I knew that the guys actually turned down a few other guys who wanted to use the guy's toilet....haha thx lah.
but our bathing beccame in vain as to get back to engin block from SRC we need to walk...n stupidly, we chose the shelterless route under the heavy rain...
as a result, we used our towels to cover the head and run like mad ppl to engin block...
ard 3 am in the morning, ppl beginning to feel hungry n decided to order Mcdonald's deliveries....before eating, i managed to steal a super short nap before the LT is full of distractions from freshies n ogls who have the hobby of singging karaoke.
as a result, I didnt get enuf sleep coz we needed to get ready at 530 am for flag day today...crazy loh...
yup, n flag day was done under very very tired mode. I even fell asleep as I was "dumped" in the van, to be transported to buona vista mrt....
my og was not the super enthu one abt getting the most donations. but i just feel that everybody cares for everybody elses... n I'm proud of my og because of that.
after the tiring flagging until 10 plus, we decided to ciaooo to orchard...haha running away from flag day. we had a brief lunch n I ended up joining some of them in K-box...something that I never tried throughout my 4 yrs in sg oltho it's kinda a trend here.
K-box was not a boring as I thot i would be as I have more exposures to chinese songs during the 7 months hols...haha
that was really fun n entertaining. shld try again next time...
I'm really tired now, dying to sleep but scared i cant sleep at nite after a short nap.
oh ya, tml got pinus activities which I still havent decide whether shld go or not...see the rest lah...haha...

zephyr-zephyr no1!

yay!
feeling hyper today, even though i only got 3 hrs of sleep.
the reason being is that, I'm just back from my orientation week, first day!....
I enjoy it so much yesterday. this is my first time after the 7 months break, making so many friends that i actually talk to, minggle ard, play stupid games, do stupid cheers to please the station master. i would like to describe further but words just cant seem enuf to express them all...so just leave it there...haha..sounds so cliche lah...
get wet n stinky after all the running ard nus for scavenger hunt...i emphasise AROUND NUS...which is like damn damn big lah....run from one corner to the other, from one dark tunnel to the next haunted house wif dummies or ppl there posing as the ghost...walau....quite scary actually....
bathe at 2 am in the morning using freezing cold water at SRC....but feel totally refreshed after that....n went for cheese prata supper at fongseng...
back to lt7, supposedly to sleep, but thx to the creative minds of my og ppl, we keep playing grp games even w/o prompting from the councillors. they even came up wif creative forfeit....and I kena once lah so far...
maybe that's the speciality of my og, always like to sabo ppl wif "challenging" forfiet....
really must thx the councillors for being so on from the very beginning n make us bond so well.... i cheer up aledy....yay!
but tiring days are waiting to come as the orientation series is not over yet....
yep...

i get back my peaceful room

at last, i manage to remove the bug which has been exploring my room for dunno how long....I feel terrorised by the bug that I couldnt have my peaceful sleep last nite. the buzzing sound of the wings n the sound of the hard excoskeleton hitting the 4 walls of my room is just super unpleasant that I hid under my blanket. u can laugh lah, but that's how much i hate bugs, insects n the family (everything with many legs). hopefully tonite i can properly recharge myself for tommorow's o week.
erlin moved out of pgp today. i dunno whether i shld be happy or sad for her....but i'm sad myself coz one less friend to disturb n to accompany me during lunch/dinner time without taking shuttle bus. I really feel lonely in this big place with so many ppl. ppl here are not as friendly as i expect, they just come n go.
my typical meal here is "sit down at one corner, staring at my phone as company". I noe I sound like a dumb person but that's how it is. sad aint it? or another option that wont make me look so dumb is to "dabao" n eat in my room while staring at my comp. I think if i continue this way, my only friends are gadgets.
actually I oso make some new friends wif the Indos here but somehow, i dun have the eagerness to stick to them. I just feel different. talking to fellow G11ers seem to be much easier.even though i noe some of their names(the new peeps), conversation is just a filler. no real interest somehow. they are busy with things that i dun understand. maybe we just have different lives.
tml o week shld be my window opener.oh pls, let me meet new friends that i can click with.
i noe i sound so sad n despo. but not too worry, I'll get back to my cheerful self once i noe more ppl n feel comfortable. i can manage okay!

the aftermath

went for med check up today....the thing i hate the most...esp the blood test. I just looked away and squeeze my hand hard when the nurse took my blood. and my arm still hurts until now. hiks. actually not that bad lah, but i'm always traumatised after every blood check...hiiiii luckily over liao
then after that i made yc run back n forth from engin block to university hall there just to find out that I'm too kanchiong abt reimbursement...haha...sorry yc..
oh ya, then met some indos in PGP, they are quite friendly but i really dunno any of them lah. I think they are mostly newbie...so young...me so old.haha...this one not impt lah. shld be more open n make friends now. that's why i decided to go for engin camp. hopefully it's fun n wont get ostracised....
need to bid for modules soon but feel super lost now coz i dun have the bulletins which cost 10 bucks...sigh money money money. uni life is very very different from JC or sec where u can just anyhow follow ppl. now i have to determine my own path but I'm so scared of making mistakes...that's my weakness. a perfectionist at heart. haha I admit it myself actually.
the 3rd is my matric day. another hectic day, yet super impt. and must decide wad cca I'm joining later. I'm so divided coz i feel like tying everything but I got the premonition that i'll be like the old times where I'm just too lazy to sign up due to the auditions.haha...just take the easy way. but why not try n adventure?
these days my life only evolves ard uni life only. nothing else to boast abt...haha
but it's good to see more n more familiar faces around.

My first post from this Uni....

yep, at last, I'm back to this small red dot, getting ready for uni life ahead...
actually I've came for 1 week 1 day. For the first few days, my mom was here to accompany me. but I really have to face the reality now... I've been staying in my aircon showered room for 2 days... luckily home sick didnt hit me after being so comfortable at home for 7 months....
So far, I only met very few ppl I noe, n pgp is so foreign to me.
wad I hate the most now is that it's super far from town, need to spend more than 1 dlr to get to orchard. last time 45 cents can get me anywhere. but I predict that Orchard will be less visited in the future.
Haiz, I think i shld go n explore n find out more convenient way to get to town instead of taking shuttle, change to 96 to clementi then take mrt (must change summore)....blah...it's really such a long way.
Actually in pgp I can hear lots of ppl around speaking indonesians but i just dunno them lah... blame my cowardness n lack of confidence, I just dun have the will to approach them n introduce myself... besides, these grp of indos seems to be just arriving n start their journey in sg (not sure though). no prejudice against them, but them seem to be the rara grp who are loud wherever they go. cant seem to fit in, n dun bother to fit in. I prefer my old cliques...(who dont rite?). but really, I feel that we are much more mature n have past that period aledy...got rara times, but different kind of rara...haiz, just different lah, u noe.
but i think need to adapt lah, cant just lock myself in the room. seriously, i dun wanna be an antisocial thru'out my stay here. and I'm very aware that I need a good head start.
Gather ur courage n stand up!offer ur hands n make friends!!yes, I can!

_No packing pls_

Sigh…1 more day before I leave this home sweet home of mine….7 months of holiday, thought it was super damn long that boredom will kill me. I was wrong, holiday is never too long. Before u noe it, it will end.
I’m leaving for s’pore on 20th july. Regret making the decision of leaving early. Budden I think it’s no diff leaving late or early. Sooner or later it will come to u.
Leaving means packing. And it is never easy for me as I need to pack everything, whether I need it or not. As a result, I got 2 huge luggage full of clothings n bedsheet n towel only. That is not includind my shoes, small2 stuff, bags. Oh die lah, hope it wont be overweight even after counting in my mom’s share… that’s why I need to cut down on some stuff that I can buy in s’pore, but it oso means money money money…
Btw, I still got like 4 big boxes of stuff in my cousins place. I cant really remember wad other junk I kept last time, even after throwing large amount of it end of last year (really out of despair….) Oh ya, I remember some useless stuff that I still keep even though I noe it just made the box heavier…my whole stack of free postcards that I can collect easily. It’s kinda hard to throw them away coz there are lots of them….sayang lah!
Then got JC notes which I have sorted out and throw some away…and I doubt I will still flip thru it in Uni…that was 4 thick files….
Haiz, the more I think, the more headache I get…luckily mummy coming with me…haha I’m still mommy’s girl…

I am 19 going on 20…yes, I am 20 now!

Okay, this post is supposed to be sent on the 15th of July. But I haven’t got time to update my blog on that day…
My bdae this year was different from my bdaes for the last 4 years….when I was in sg, bdaes are celebrated midnite….wif friens coming to your room, Surprising u at 12 pm….which is something I miss now as we are all separated now.
But my bdae 2 days ago was just with the family. It is such a coincidence that during my bdae, my cousins are oso ard…so we just had a dinner to celebrate my special day.
Btw, I oso found someone who has the same birthday as me…haha…this is kinda rare for me…she’s a friend from the badminton club that I was in…not that close to her though…
Actually this whole week has been damn tiring. I cant remember when was the last time I actually sit down and just stone. Since my cousins wanted to go dufan, I had to accompany them there again one day before my bdae, not that I did not want to go….haha…but going dufan is always as tiring as ever. The hot weather made u lazy to take some ride coz must queue for so long. Plus, its holiday season n everybody’s going there….budden got to ride this silly ride that I didn’t try the last time…it’s the Perang Bintang. From the name only, I’m sorta clueless wad to expect inside (it is an indoor thing)… yes, in the end I found out that inside u are supposed to get on to the “vehicle” and shoot on enemies…which was kinda kiddy but fun. Not dangerous but exciting.haha….I’m so gutless….
And yesterday was donut day. Went to J.co at senayan city…it’s a new mall btw. We queued at J.CO to buy donut as oleh2 for my cousins. End up sitting there, buying more donuts n finish them in a zap. The donuts were yummy n not like other donuts, it’s soft n easy to bite…kinda weird kind of description. Love the glazzy one so much….n the queue never really shorten….crazy lah!
Okay, I’ve summarized wad I did for the last 3 days…blah!

-Migraine days-

sigh...this headache on the left side of my head is killing me....making me feels unbalanced....maybe it's the side effect of my flu....
aledy booked my flight to sg on 20th July....early i noe, but mom's coming with me so shld be no prob....
today shld be going out wif vd...but in the end I'm here writing this blog coz the car cant make it....sigh...now dwee n vd must be having fun in mkg while I'm stoning at home....
last sunday I went Bandung...not a very special kinda place...but I went there with my cousins....went to the factory outlet called rumah mode...went crazy n bought lotsa t-shirts... I noticed, most of the car are from jakarta...jakarta ppl are really good in making a place crowded...plus the traffic jam...luckily the road are smooth n straight. not like the liku-liku road to puncak which I really dread...that's why i hate going puncak. Bandung is not bad. the food was nice too...but due to my sore throat cant eat chilli...bleh, irritating.
Last time I said I was excited to go uni soon. but it's different now...just feel like hiding in my shell forever...getting really comfy at home. dun feel like moving, the thought of packing n staying in a new place do not please me now...sigh...but this a road to travel...grow up lah!!!

okay...no more complaining n rambling....cheer up now..!

this long thing....

Mark your confessions:
[] I'm afraid of the quiet. (why must be afraid?)
[*] I am really ticklish.(maybe minus the “really”. Can still stand it sometimes…)
[*] I'm afraid of the dark.(but can’t sleep if the light is on…so how?)
[*] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night (when u cant sleep anything can be scary)
[] I am homosexual. (erh…)
[*] I believe in true love. (never meet one yet tho…)
[] I've ran away from home.
[] I listen to political music.(like wad? Hate politics…)
[] I collect comic books.(usually buy 1 or 2 then borrow from dwee n alice….parasite)
[*] I shut others out when I'm sad. (who don’t?)
[] I stayed out all night.(no…coz mum n dad ask me to sleep early…good girl)
[] I open up to others easily. (I dun tell everything to everybody )
[*] I am keeping a secret from the world. (secret lah…cant tell u haha)
[*] I watch the news. (if it’s interesting…like abt celebs, sports, esp badminton n recently soccer)
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[*] I love Disney movies. (make me feel young at heart)
[] I am a sucker for green eyes.(explain pls…)
[] I don't kill bugs. (I dun kill only if it’s too scary n disgusting, cockroach is an example, I ran away…as far as I can, I kill them!)
[*] I curse once in awhile.(subconsciously hehe)
[] I have (had) "x"s in my screen name.
[*] I've slipped and fell in public.(dun really rmb tho…but usually my balance quite good)
[] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.(I say “haha”)
[] I love Spam.
[] I bake well. (define well…does becoming black means well)
[] I have worn pajamas to class.
[*] I have owned something from Abercrombie. (a black T)
[] I have a job. (my job is slacking)
[*] Talked on a phone for 5+ hours. (that was during SMP…hate talking on the phone now)
[] I love Dr. Phil. (phil Collins? Phil…who’s the phil?)
[] I like someone. (not now)
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (lazy to press the shift button every so often lah)
[*] I am self-conscious.(very me)
[*] I love to laugh.(laughing is good to slim u down…15 mins a day)
[*] I have tried alcohol. (but dun really like it)
[] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.(I said I dun like it!)
[] I have tried a cigarette. (the smoke kills me aledy )
[] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[] I loved Lord of the Flies. (Lord of the Ring is a better option)
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. (but cough drops taste good…haha)
[*] I can't swallow pills.(I need 2 glasses of water to do it…and sometimes after 2 glases still dun swallow)
[*] I have a few scars. (I’m a reckless person…scar everywhere…and mosquito bites’ scar oso)
[*] I've been out of this country.
[*] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. (if the spider is directly above my bed)
[*] I love chocolate.(dark choc for me)

[ *] I bite my nails. (subconsciously again)
[] I am not comfortable with being me. (I’m the best!)
[*] I play computer games when I'm bored.(I play computer games when I have one)
[*] Gotten lost in the city. (I always feel lost everywhere…no sense of direction one lar)
[] Thought of suicide before.
[] Seen a shooting star.
[] Had a serious surgery. (no no pls no….but I saw one before..inside the operating room)
[] Gone out in public in your pajamas. (actually I dun mind if the pajamas is nice)
[] Have kissed a stranger.
[] Hugged a stranger.(not the hugging type)
[] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.
[*]Been in a fist fight.(with my bro…haha all the time)
[] Been arrested.
[] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose. (sounds like wasabi in the nose)
[*] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.(did it all the time in vhall…)
[] Made out in an elevator. (rmb elevator has cameras cometimes…haha)
[] Swore at your parents.
[] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose.(that would be funny)
[] Been skydiving. (rollercoaster makes me think twice aledy)
[] Been bungee jumping.(again…not my type of activity)
[] Gotten stiches.(auchhhh…)
[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.(I dun really like milk)
[*] Bitten someone.(bite my own hand…for fun…weird I noe)
[] Been to Niagara Falls.
[*] Gotten the chicken pox.(and skipped my mid year…a good thing really)
[] Crashed into a car.
[] Been to Japan.(I want leh!!!)
[*] Ridden in a taxi.(who’s the weird one who never take taxi?)
[] Shoplifted.
[] Been fired. (dun even have a job)
[*] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[] Stole something from your job.
[] Gone on a blind date. (but I’ve organized speed dating once)
[] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. (but Mardi Gras in TJC yes…went wif Lita)
[] Been to Europe. (I wish I have)
[] Slept with a co-worker.
[] Been married.
[] Gotten divorced.
[*] Saw someone/something dying.(my can plants died aledy…hiks..does that count?)
[] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[] Been to Canada.
[*] Been on a plane. (if not, how to get to s’pore from Jakarta?)
[] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (no horror for me pls)
[] Thrown up in a bar. (thrown up after steam boat…yes)
[*] Eaten sushi.(my fave lah)
[] Been snowboarding.
[] Been skiing.
[*] Been ice skating.( and get my pants wet n my butt blue black)
[*] Cried in public. (maybe…when I was young)
[] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed. (wanna die is it??)
[] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have. (this is tricky)
[] Thought of someone almost 24/7.
[] Hate the world.

This is super darn long….who make this btw?...really nothing to do…
But I wont ask ppl to do it lah…If ya want, it’s voluntary…