at last, i manage to remove the bug which has been exploring my room for dunno how long....I feel terrorised by the bug that I couldnt have my peaceful sleep last nite. the buzzing sound of the wings n the sound of the hard excoskeleton hitting the 4 walls of my room is just super unpleasant that I hid under my blanket. u can laugh lah, but that's how much i hate bugs, insects n the family (everything with many legs). hopefully tonite i can properly recharge myself for tommorow's o week.
erlin moved out of pgp today. i dunno whether i shld be happy or sad for her....but i'm sad myself coz one less friend to disturb n to accompany me during lunch/dinner time without taking shuttle bus. I really feel lonely in this big place with so many ppl. ppl here are not as friendly as i expect, they just come n go.
my typical meal here is "sit down at one corner, staring at my phone as company". I noe I sound like a dumb person but that's how it is. sad aint it? or another option that wont make me look so dumb is to "dabao" n eat in my room while staring at my comp. I think if i continue this way, my only friends are gadgets.
actually I oso make some new friends wif the Indos here but somehow, i dun have the eagerness to stick to them. I just feel different. talking to fellow G11ers seem to be much easier.even though i noe some of their names(the new peeps), conversation is just a filler. no real interest somehow. they are busy with things that i dun understand. maybe we just have different lives.
tml o week shld be my window opener.oh pls, let me meet new friends that i can click with.
i noe i sound so sad n despo. but not too worry, I'll get back to my cheerful self once i noe more ppl n feel comfortable. i can manage okay!
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