Last saturday, I went back to my almamater which is also my bro's school...SMPK2...which was holding a bazaar cum open house cum competition day.... wad a hectic day for them...
I was quite lazy to go at first coz I dun noe anybody anymore there... budden....my mom asked me to go coz my brother performed on that ...so I went....
When I arrived there....I was even more dissapointed....It's not that the bazaar was lousy...in fact, it was quite good in terms of the stuff that they sell...got pizza, drink, accessories, even books...Gramedia was there too...budden...the dissatisfying part was, it's lack of the students touch...all the stalls were tended by parents or juz sum outsiders....lack of students participation here....sigh...really can't compare to VJ wif all the spirit which makes a normal bazaar or funfair, we called it last time, a super duper exciting event... Then again, wad do u expect from sum SMP students...maybe last time when I was their age and in that sch I was also like that, lack of initiative....haha...
After that I watched sum performances by the students in the hall...which includes my bro's performance....so sorry to say this but it's damn lousy...cant even hear wad they are doing on stage...sum more the peerformance not exciting at all. sigh....it's an open house day...should be more ON rite? then sound system oso not supportive....which makes the rather exciting performance ....the band... not as exciting....
Yes, I did saw sum teachers that taught me last time around...but but but....I doubt that they still can rmb me...haha.... I noe myself that I'm the kind who juz sit down in class, keep quiet n listen to teacher...How am I supposed to be remembered... I was quite active last time as OSIS or student council....but only to a certain extent which I think wont leave any significant mark in the teachers memory....Maybe for them, Iwas juz another student...haha so, that day, I decided not to go to them n make myself look stupid...haha...maybe i'm also lack of confidence n courage...blehhh...wad a lousy personality I have here...
Overal...u can juz guess that i'm not happy wif wad I saw that day....much lower than my expectation...but...wad I really wanna say is, I still miss the time when I was at that stage...coz SMP was the time when I was still enjoying my slacking life in Indo... and at the same time have so much fun wif my frenz...
I oso realised that, after I went to VJ wif all the spirit and enthusiasm.... Indo ppl seems to be lack of them...haiz...where's the fun ppl?
okay...maybe enuf of complaining... hopefully next time not so much complain....
btw, why do I like to complain here...?
Monday, February 06, 2006
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