Sunday, March 19, 2006

Just pouring it out...

Today quite sad coz I'm not able to make it for Mangdu outing or specifically shopping wif dwee n alice...again simple reason: no transport... I really feels that I've "no legs" without a car and a driver here...sigh...So tied down. If i'm in s'pore maybe this won't happen...buses n mrt are so convenient... Here, I won't even dare to take public transport myself, so useles...! Haiz, but wad can I do..?even if i've learned driving, I dun think i'll be allowed to drive by myself, maybe I oso won't dare coz the traffic is a real killer. Am I being paranoid here?or is this normal...?
okay, maybe I should forget all those unhappy feelings behind...coz for the past few days I've been feeling uncomfortable and I juz couldnt concentrate on doing stuff...Ireally dunno how to explain. It feels like having so much thought going on inside ur head but dun really noe exactly wad is it...sumtimes it's discontentment, sometimes it's juz some random feelings...haiz...so abstract yet so real...someone, help me!!!arghhh!

Another thing is, I'm bored with my blog layout...I'm thinking of creating one myself, but how arh? actually I havent had any experience doing this kind of thing before....but I aledy haf some ideas in mind...I really really hope that it'll work...hopefully... maybe I've put down or realised those ideas n thoughts my mind won't be so crammed anymore...yepp...

cynorita....out!

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