Wednesday, May 10, 2006

mood swing

sigh... I feel so effortless n useless now...coz I heard ppl go for this n that interview, to get jobs or uni or sch's...as for me, I just decided to do nothing and accept anything that come to me easy...
besides my life has been so monotonous... I wanna go out n play or shop but again I dun wanna trouble my dad if I go out (i need his driver to drive me around...but my dad oso need driver...sigh)...then, I oso have to start getting used to saving money...Most prob not taking sch's if I dun get ASEAN sch's... so need to save money for this n that....ah pusing! come to think of it...it was so good last time when MOE gave us allowance, mom n dad only needed to top up a bit.... but the future may not be that easy...
I was chosen to play guzheng for the mini CO in my music sch, they'r going to have a performance soon, I still dunno exactly when is it...the problem is, I'm chosen to play Guzheng 1 which only have 2 ppl. If the performance is after July, I may not have the chance to perform oso...but dun dare to tell my teacher coz she's been training me hard...sigh...how?

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