It's 2 am now...
i refused to sleep even tho i know i need rest and my beauty sleep...
and i got tonnes of things better to do than writting this blog...
i just happen to dig thru some old archives in this blog... those that wrote in yr 1 or so... i just feel that so many things have changed...
how friendship has changed. how friends come n go..
i dunno wad's wrong, but somehow, in Uni, the "turnover rate" of friends is so high...is it just me, and how i handle friendship?
and i'm kinda used to being independent...
i remember last time... last last time... i used to feel really awkward if i have to go out shopping alone or eating in the canteen alone...
but now, all these are not a big deal, it's everyday reality, or at least that's how i feel. even "worse", i kinda enjoy it sometimes... like for example, i really love to shop alone.... i can spend however much time to ensure that the thing that i want to buy is really what i want and it's really worth buying...i will feel really uncomfortable knowing that a friend is waiting for you outside the fitting room, waiting impatiently.. you know, that kind of feeling...
but these are just my feelings, i know it may not be true... coz some friends can be very patient as well..
oh well, i happened to see some photos from the KL trip during year 1 when the whole grp of us went together...
i see the "irreplaceable" expression in our faces... some kind of joy that is so precious....we would have our own troubles and ups and downs at that time, but somehow, those faces couldnt lie that we were all having so much fun...
not that i'm not happy right now.... i think i'm kind of enjoying this sem as well, but i kinda miss what it used to be like...
maybe this is the consequence of growing older...
hmpph.. no rheumatism, just some sore here and there... lol
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truee!!! soo truee!!
unless that i still don't like eating or shopping alone. haha :P
but anyway, that's why i hate to go back singapore when holiday is over. cos somehow i felt i don't like the singapore-me, don't like my-singapore-school-life.. haha :P
well, maybe it's good for me. to learn to be more independent. haha.
hi cin... wanna share a little heart here (curhat hehe). at first in uni, being mid year intake, it was kinda lonely. joining different groups of ppl who were already friends, and meeting different people every different semester. no sense of belonging. and i live at home, no hostel, so that's it, uni friends are just uni friends. but now, as we get closer, feel quite home at uni, and i have to be proud having a larger network of friends. and best of all i learn to really enjoy my alone time :) and still, nothing beats the jc friendship. i miss u.
kok jd kaya surat cinta sih cin?
@cassie & alice: glad to know that i'm not alone in this...
i love the friends in uni too...
but feels kinda hard to open up...
think that i kinda need to learn how to be a better friends...
@alice: surat cinta? haha jadi malu saya..=P
Good writing sobat. Keep inspiring and keep writing.
Best regard
Nurul
http://mnurulikhsansaleh.blogspot.com
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