Sunday, November 25, 2007
Asian music fever...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AWASU4gf0iM
Endless story by Kim Jung Hoon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nitNtGvpNXY
(compare the 2 versions of the Nana Theme song)
Parrot by Kim Jung Hoon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZLvmuQujrfk
Gary Chao ge (a Malaysian who makes it big in Taiwan)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SrXxux32nfc
Enjoy!
Friday, November 23, 2007
First day of exam!!
i'll try my very best and see how later!!! huahhahahha...
Friday, November 09, 2007
impulse impulse...
6 pm plus, me n yc sitting at biz cateen "enjoying" our dinner before planning to go back to biz lib to mug...
then we were talking and complaining how our life sucks with all this sucky mugging schedule....
then suddenly yc said,
"I want something that makes me happy!"
then out of nowhere...i just blurted out
"i noe wad can make u happy, ...shopping!!!"
then there we go...instead of spending our nite in the library, we decided to go vivo..the closest hang out place to NUS....
we spent so long browsing and trying clothes at the stretch of shop, from zara, pull and bear, esprit, forever 21 and dozens more...hahha
end up, yc got something that she's been looking for....a black cardigans...from pull and bear...
so sad i cant get anything that i want...
actually i did see something that i really really like.... a half jacket (is that wad u call it? the short version of jacket...) green colour...the army kinda green. I think it's very stylo... it;s the kind that i've been looking for for so long... but as a matter of fact i dun really need it lah...
and summore it's 50 bucks... slightly over my budget today though i think it's very worth it for such a nice jacket...
feels really tempted to just buy it on the spot.... but luckily yc still brought me to my senses, not to splurge on something that is not so urgent...hahha
but i still made a vow to come back to the shop (samuel n kelvin) after my exam ends....if the jacket is still there (and may be there will be discounts...hahah...*hopeful hopeful)... then i will just splurge my money on that jacket.... haha...more motivation to get all these exams over soon...
then a few moment later, as we were walking through the shops, we bumped into tiang lim there...he was meeting eddy for movies... but too bad for them the movie tix just sold out....
then we ended up going to marche to hang out and eat... talking crap....
yup, overall today went quite well, kinda relax a bit but there's this slight guilt of not studying... but oh well, i cant keep studying non stop like dogs... i need a break as well. I promise tmrw will be a much more promising day...hopefully so....
yay!!! all the best for exams everyone...it's just short term!
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Uban uban...
I just spotted one strand of grey hair on my head...
have i been studying too much?? actually not really leh....
i've just been sitting in library and study room more often. But if you really follow wad i'm doing from the beginning of the day to late at nite, u can't agree more that i'm really not that hardworking. i usually just make myself feels good and not so guilty by sitting down in front of my notes and textbook. In actual fact, i can't move on from those few pages (which means that my progress is super duper slow.... not good since exam is coming really really soon...)
As i'm writing this blog now, i'm in fact guilty of this "crime". i'm supposed to be reading through my organic chem notes while waiting for my laundry in the dryer. But wad can i do...the temptation of facebook, youtube, blogspot and many many more is too strong to resist.
but those things aside, and coming back to the issue of grey hair....
How?? i don't wanna be like this in the future
Haha... just kidding, release a bit more stress now that exam is coming!! Jiayou everyone who has exam as well....
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Alice Tjitradjaja....
(ignore the no of candles.... lol...)
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Lonelier than ever.. pep talking myself
things keep coming n flying in towards me.
I kinda feel that i dun have any sense of direction anymore. I'm just doing things just for the sake of doing. I cant even see the meaning of uni life at all. It's just a series of comes and gos...
even friends...i dun even have a fixed group of friends that i usually cling on to...my source of support. i noe this statement is not totally true...but that's the general feeling that i have now...
i find it hard even to discipline myself. i keep running n hiding away from the responsibilities that i'm supposed to face. i just dun have the strength anymore...
i've set target for myself for this sem, to catch up with whatever i've not done well last sem. i know i'm comparing myself too much with others. i noe i shldnt, but it's not a conscious effort, it's just natural to do so. even if you dun want to, u'll be "forced" to. It's really demoralising to see everyone is doing quite well and you are struggling alone... okay, "alone" is not the right word. but yeah, i feel really alone in this. Even if others say they can't make it...can you really trust them? even if you can, can you really define a standard for "cant make it".
i kinda feel that my passion is not really here.. but whatever it is, i wont give up. coz i've found a source of inspiration and motivation...
yesterday i accidentally stumble upon this videos of Justin Timberlake doing his grand performance at Madison Square Garden.
i mean, it's not really about that concert alone...
i'm just in awe of his hardwork n every effort that he put in in all of his performances. To us, singging and dancing on stage may look like a great deal of fun, especially if you are doing it for a living. but i trust that it's not so if you really have to do it everyday, as yor profession. Just like me, doing engineering as my major, which part of it is fun to me? honestly none!...
but after i watched his concert yesterday... i just got very inspired by how he spiced up all his shows. he may be doing the same dance moves over and over again on different stages... but as i follow most of his performances, i always find something unexpected each and every time...
then it gets me thinking to myself... why can't i do the same. The key is: Be professional! Get the best of whatever i'm doing, whether i like it or not... i may not be very good always (especially in comparison to others), but so what...? as long as i've done my very best...i should be satisfied. If it's not good enough, try harder next time... this world is a mean place, but sometimes you are still given more chances to move up the ladder... there's room for everyone..
yeah, feeling really optimistic now...
okies, moral boosted and time to get back to studying...
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
photojournalisting my life
"Event aftermath...some of the PINUS exco present"
HOA 2: Badminton n Table Tennis"Me playing with sutris ... "
"Me in action...the blurry figure is meeee!! hahah"
Engin Bash 2007
"The whole grp...some sober, many not"
Angklung 1st performance -International Exchange Day
"The grp picture after performing"
Red Cross Common Orientation Camp
"Setting up the campfire...my first time doing it!"
Engin O'week 2007 - Happy Tree
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Fun way of doing charity...
have u ever beg your friends to buy your $2 tickets for charity and end up buying one yourself?
i bet almost all students in Singapore will have this "difficult" experience before...
but hey, in NUS there's this very fun way of doing your part for charity... just for clarification, i'm not doing any promotion for the organising committe coz i have no link wadsoever to them...
but who will believe that by folding lots and lots of paper crane you can help the poor...
for 1 crane folded, they will donate one bowl of rice...
unique huh!
and it's super fun too... wad makes it fun is that usually ppl will take the origami papers before their lects start and of course fill their boring lect time with folding paper crane...hahah
not recommending it to anyone.... i'm just sharing wad i observed and wad i did oso...hahaha
Monday, August 13, 2007
Happy tree Friends
Today is the first day of sch and i'm quite excited to come back (surprisingly)... dunno why, maybe holiday was too meaningless.
And guess wad... the famous arts canteen "the deck" is now open again...yeah!! which means gud food... hahah not that engin food is sucky but defenitely the deck gives us more choices.
I had 2 lectures today and after engin o week i feel that i get to know more ppl (which is a gud thing). Okay lah, must admit that i'm not that outgoing but at least i saw a lot of familiar faces roaming around engin...hahaha... some of them i dunno their names. but not bad lah, at least i gain something from the camp
okie, as i promised in my previous post, i will blog abt this year o' week. It has been a very enriching experience and i defenitely never regret joining. Somehow it makes me think back to last year when i was a freshman and joined engin o week oso... miss those time so much!
My grp this year is called Happy Tree, u know "Happy Tree Friends", the cute but sadistic creatures...hahha.. and that was indeed an "appropriate" name for our grp...haha... (Our maskot was half, if not 3/4, destroyed by the end of o'week --> on purpose lah)
One thing is so special abt this grp is that the ratio of guys and girls is around 9:11, if not quite balance for some days. If u think that is normal, think again!!! this is engin u noe. how can u have a grp with more girls than guys...haha...
quite sad that we have to end the orientation and start school come to think of it, after all the sleepless nite (playing all sorts of stupid games)... and many many more...
too bad i dun have the photos rite now. hope to get it soon so that i can post it here...
Thursday, August 02, 2007
peeping out again..
Holiday is almost over... not very meaningful since most of the time i just rot at home. But of course there are some highlights like Bandung trip with my family, ocassional shopping with dwee and my photoshop course.... Actually my 21st birthday also fell in between the holiday..hahha legally adult, just like wad alice wrote in her card.
I'm too lazy to elaborate coz really the rest of the holiday is so unmeaningful that i cant really remember.
The past 2 weeks was filled with a lot of shopping trips to Orchard and the like since my mom came to s'pore for 1 week and dwee came for 2 weeks and she's still here....hahah
2 nites ago...we played monopoly in yeanching's room and she managed to beat the rest although all of us team up alrd to help each other survive... but she poved herself worthy of the free monopoly set...hahha
then after that we helped wenny to do her SP stuff to buaya a senior guy in KR... it was fun doing all those stuff but the guy better accept her because we alrd put so much effort... until 4 am u noe...hahhaha....
Holding our work of art. Note the name below
Holiday is official ending very very soon with o'week starting this afternoon. Today is 1st day and we have to sleep over alrd coz there'll be a fright nite tonite... I hate fright nite...i dun wanna go fright nite.. watch horror movies also dun dare, how do u expect me to survive a fright nite... Oh well, but that's just part of the things that i have to go thru' during this 1 week or so.
Actually i got nothing much to write now... maybe later after o'week i have more exciting experience to share. cya!!Saturday, May 05, 2007
I have to blog about this...
Friday, May 04, 2007
H for hectic and H for happy....=)
that's the feeling after exam... all u noe is play and have fun...
it's not really as easy as it sounds, nevertheless it's still fun!
2 days ago... my day was packed with "action"... In the afternoon I went to Aviva Singapore open with the guys from NUS... free tix..wah so shiok..!
Then went to vivo for dinner with the rest before we proceed to the long awaited spidey3....As always, I like the movie and it was a good way to end the day!!haha
Yep, that was still the happy n relaxing part...coz the next day we had PINUS bbq...
since I' m in the exco, i have to prepare for the food and everything.., helping laura coz she was the "boss"... honestly, there were a lot of things to prepare... from the food to all other miscellaneous stuff including my field, the money...haha
one more problem is that it was raining before that. so we were very worried that ppl wont turn up after so much preparation being done....i dunno how many times the fried the bee hoon in that small pan to feed 40 ppl... i think the became a pro in "bee hoon goreng" aledy...hahaz
luckily, it all went quite well..maybe not that wonderful. at least it's a place where ppl can just relax n have fun, and play games like "big fish small fish", "polar bear" (again!) and some other stupid games...haha... i myself kena forfeit haizzz....so embarrasing! but it was fun lah...
It was tiring at the end of the day but it was satisfying! erhm...maybe not after you realise that we are running at a loss..haha okay nvm, let's think abt that next time....
and today....got another bbq...but this time we dun need to prepare or anything...just come free n easy and all the food are prepared! we went to the ambassador's house.... they treated the excos of the Indonesian sub-comms from NUS, NTU, SMU and SIM....
the food was good...got sting ray, sotong, sate....nyum.... but i still prefer NUS bbq coz everybody noes everybody else (maybe not exactly everybody)...haha.... yar, but u noe it lah...
the atmosphere at the embassy was like "pretend to be friendly and make more connection"... which i didnt coz i'm just not that kind of person...haha
okie lah...enuf of the rambling... i think i shld go and pack my stuff....or shld i just watch youtube? hm...hard to resist!
Sunday, April 29, 2007
America's next top model
who would really thought of such a challenge in a modelling competition... This is wad makes me think that being a model is more than just looks.... it's also about confidence and wad is inside u...
omg! so cool!!! watch out spidey....dun fall off the roof...
here's another one...haha
Friday, April 27, 2007
I finished my race!!
ate Indomie goreng
ate carls Junior n the nice onion ring
bought jelly belly
bought sushi...(not for myself lah)
duh....this is just the beginning...
cant wait for spidey 3 and more shopping...
yipiiieeee
have fun first before you have to face the "consequences" grrrrrrr
Monday, April 23, 2007
the S word....
all i've been doing since last thursday is to mug n mug n mug...
honestly, i've been pushing myself beyond my normal standard.
usually, at least i'll have more breaks in between my studying time....
now, surprisingly, I was able to resist myself from other distractions and nicely sit down in R2 study room almost 12 hours a day, or even more sometimes... this is world record for me!!! haha...
okay, nothing to be proud about since i think most ppl here are doing that...sigh
but seriously, this exam period has driven me a bit crazy... but luckily i still can maintain a bit of sanity...(hopefully)
these are some of the quirky n bad things that has been happening from the days leading to exams till today (i still have 3 papers more to go by the way....huaaaaa!!!!!)
- NUS is seriously lack of power point and benches... if u go to the library n any open areas n want to use your laptop, better come early to "chop" the plug...if not, u r doomed!!
- Ppl are so deprived of studying area that they dun mind sitting down on the floor along the corridor.... i've seen some doing that in PGP...
- U studied so hard for maths and thought that it was the most prepared module among other screwed-up modules n yet you flunked it. and the worse thing, the paper was considered doable if not easy to some.
- after your maths paper on saturday, you had lunch with your friends and talked to them (this is still normal)... and thennnn, u found out that all the while you've been thinking that CN exam is on monday, CM exam is on thursday.... and it's all WRONG!!! CM shld be on monday, CN on thursday... yes, basically it means that u've prepared for the wrong papers... sigh.... to make things worse, there are 2 exams on monday... now, u are unprepared for 2 papers.... and you only have less than 2 days to "do your best"... hm, i wonder how that can happen...
- Fire alarm in PGP rang twice at 4 o'clock or 5 o'clock or 4 o'clock (haiz, cant rmb....but basically around that time) in the morning before CM paper... and after that your sleep was interupted by constant fear of being overslept for CM paper at 9 am... which would mean a total waste of effort during the weekend if that really happens...(luckily not). Interestingly, in between that interupted sleep, you managed to actually get into a dream... nightmare more precisely : there's a fire opposite your house... (must be the fire alarm effect)
- It's monday morning and you were still rushing through the last 2 chapters of your CM notes and your exam was in 1 hr time... you were just reading through without anything going into your mind. The "amazing" thing was: while you are studying CM throughout the weekend, you realised that nothing has got into your mind during lectures in term time... so, basically you were trying to learn everything from scratch... seriously, i dunno wad i've been doing before this, quite a few of my notes are like "untouched". This sem is such a waste of time...
- the afternoon after CM paper which turns out to be a ULTRA disastrous (as expected), you still have another marketing paper to sit for... and you have 4 more chapters to go...and 4 more hours left.... so you wanna try to find some empty seats at the study room in sch and found that there's not even a single available seat to squeeze into... you had to resort to going to some benches along a dim corridor and strain your eye for some light to study... how pathetic..!!!
- Surprisingly, you managed to finish reading through all the outstanding notes within that 4 hours and confidently went to the exam hall.... you did all the questions and finished the exam with happy feelings, not because you know you got all answers correct but because you know that nothing can be worse that CM paper in the morning....
- But when you start talking n discussing with your friends, you found out that all the long essays that you've written are rubbish... long but non sense...haha that's the art of crapping!
"If there's a will, there's a way" -> that is one saying that i really need to adopt now!! haha
3 more papers to go...
3 papers in 2 days...how "wonderful"!
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Breathe in the music...
yep, at last i can feel a bit relaxed after being the library for almost the whole day....
i noe it's nothing good to brag about but i feel a sense of achievement. it's not easy to force yourself to sit down in that place fully packed with muggers.... but i've made it today!! haha...
hm.... although i must say that i didnt actually did much except for my physical chem.
i tried to start on my matlab assignment but i got stucked somewhere n i just gave up...
erh... did i just bore some of u with my schoolworks..haha... maybe i shld stop blogging abt my mugging schedules, if not this blog will just turn into another daily planner of some sort...
yes, as u have notice, there's a new section on the right side of my blog. It's from www.imeem.com for those of u who don't noe abt it....
it's like one of my favourite sites nowadays....
thx to vidi n yeanching who introduce me to this site... now i can find all the songs that i want
They even have indo songs...haha how great is that....
wheeeeee..... (yeanching's style)-- but warn u, u need fast internet to listen to the songs as one piece...duh!... thx to NUS unlimited internet access i have such a luxury now..haha
wad makes me so happy abt this site is that i can compile my own playlists and find all the songs that i've been looking for for ages... one of it is "hear 'em say" by kanye west. I remember listening to that song when i was still in vhall. Me n vidi would tune in to the radio (power 98) and when we heard that song, we would be super happy...haha... actually wad makes the song nice is the vocals by adam lavene (that maroon 5 lead singer)... oh ya, and the piano accompaniment oso. it's light, cute n so special...haha
there are also other songs like "Lost without you" and "Don't you worry bout the thing". I've been playing those 2 songs over n over again....(luckily it's not a Cassette or CD, if not it will be fully damaged by now)....
The first song "Lost without you" is by Robin Thicke... I began to know Robin Thicke during sec sch... at that time, i didnt even noe that his full name is Robin Thicke, only knew him as Thicke...haha...
but recently when i tuned in to the radio.... i was immediately hooked on by this song when the intro was played... i dunno why but the guitar accompaniment i just irresistable (couldnt find a better word to describe it)
Then the second song "DOn't you worry bout the thing" by John Legend... I remember sitting at Shaw house McCafe, mugging there with bebeth and this song was played over n over again... just love the tune n everything.... but actually the person who introduces me to this song was alice... haha i remember her telling me that it was "Hitch" soundtrack...and i love it ever since...
u noe, after compiling a playlist of my favourite songs, i can somehow make a generalisation of wad kind of song i like....
it's really not just by genre or by singer (or maybe i dunno wad genre it is called anyway).... but i can say that i like songs that are not just sang by singers with great voice but wad is important to me is really the music and the accompaniment. the kind of music that can make u feel "jumpy" or the kind of music that really soothes my mind...haha
hm... sounds so chiiiimmm.... but yeah....
Sunday, April 01, 2007
wad's wrong with the weather??
but it's true, the weather nowadays seems to fluctuate unpredictably.... i mean, one minute it is raining like storm, the next it has turn into bright sunny scorching day...
okay, the weather aside...
just came back from West coast park.... i havent been there for ages... the last time i went there (which was oso the first time) was when we took the junior batch (am pm) for an outing there...
it was like...ummmhhh, in 2003 or 2004....wah makes me feel so old only...haiz...
i remember climbing up all the structures there... oh i think i still have those photos somewhere in my drawer.... yes, those were the times when digi cam was still a luxury....
this time round, i went there with laura, maulana and ellys to survey the site for pinus bbq....
i kinda look forward to the bbq, not for the food but for the games n gathering. It must be exciting to play together after the exam stress and all...
west coast is a not-so-bad place to have a gathering n all that...coz they have huge field....i mean huge!!! then also got all the playgrounds for the MKKB ppl...haha maybe including myself....
but seriously, dun ever compare west coast to east coast.... east coast is definitely a much much better place to go... i mean, the atmosphere itself is so much different. East coast is more happening and most importantly. the BEACH!!... i learn to love beaches after staying at Vhall coz it's super near east coast. west coast on the other hand, i must say a bit pathetic lah....so near to the "containers" and ships....the view itself is just so so wrong...haha
but too bad, i bet if we organise the bbq at east coast nobody will bother to turn up...haha
Monday, March 26, 2007
super sianz...
somehow i felt super tired for the whole day.... i thought i got enuf sleep...
maybe it's just this time of the year where everything starts to pile up n exams are coming man!!! how??
one good thing: maths lecture has ended....though it's kinda entertaining to go for maths lect everytime (the lecturer is a real joker...hahaz, where can u find maths lecture abt romeo and juliet and 300?...hmmm)
but one less day to wake up early to go for morning lect...yay!!! my beauty sleep...heeeee
ooo... tmrw's my mkt presentation!! wish me luck with iPod....haha...
hope i wont forget my script halfway n stun there...
mugging season is coming and it reminds me of this "mugging anthem" founded by alice n dwee (if i'm not wrong) when we were still in Vhall...
"as we mug to the right, as we mug to the left,
as we mug as we mug as we mug all nite,
with the notes and the textbook,
and the round panda eyes,
with the notes and the textbook,
and a new friend found"
haha...actually cant remember exactly the lyrics that they made up...so i made them up myself...(the part abt notes, textbook n pada eyes...haha)
okie... that's all folks....
*just got the correction for the lyrics of mugging anthem from the original founder...hehe
"as we mug to the right,
as we mug to the left,
as we mug as we mug as we mug all nite,
with the books and the notes,
and a half turn around,
with the books and the notes,
and a new mugger found"
Saturday, March 24, 2007
I'm so 'Justified'
okie lah... lets go straight to the point!!
i'm going to bore you with my JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE blabbers...
yes! I must admit that I am a big fan of Justin Timberlake... not for his looks but for his talent!!!
yes! and as u can see, my nick name is actually inspired by one of his song, senorita, and hence my nick cynorita...haha i noe it's a bit lame, but i like it the way it is...
I started listening to his music around sec 4 and his CD was one of the few original CDs that I bought (Yes, I do support my fave artists by buying the originals muahaha...)
His song senorita, just makes me wanna groove to it, makes my feet wanna tap to the beat... basically, it's one of the best songs that i've ever heard. Even until this point of time, I'm still madly in love with the song. I just think that it's super duper fun, creative and of course upbeat....
You guys shld watch this show by Justin during the 2004 grammy awards where he sang senorita... i think this is the best arrangement of the song that i've ever heard.... it's simply 'WOW!'
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5d-avqgYhMw
Don't u just love his showmanship....?
I learn to like almost all of his songs in his first solo album "justified". I've heard of the songs inside over n over again until i can remember which songs come next...
Then he came out with his new album FutureSex/LoveSounds... I was not very impressed at first... I thought his transformation was not really to my taste... His first hits "Sexy back" was just not so right for me....
but when i heard "What goes around", I immediately think, "the Justin i like is back!"
yes! indeed, i've been hooked by the song and I listen to it almost every day.... haha
I just love the content of the lyrics...
so I'll just put the music video here... just to warn u, it's abt 9 mins long coz it's like a short movie, starring Scarlet Johansson...erh, do i spell her name correctly??
okay, enuf said.... just see for yourself!...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b0VSBWsQqf8
Hey Girl
Is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you, baby
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong
Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair
Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok baby, cause in time you will find
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
Yeah
Now Girl
I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now (on now)
Maybe I should do the same
(Maybe I should do the same)
The funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you baby (baby)
And now, it's all just a shame
That I guess I was wrong
Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?
Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
Yeahhh
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeahhh
What goes around comes around
You should know that
Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fate
Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
(What goes around comes around, baby)
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
(What goes around comes around, baby)
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
Yeah
[...Comes Around (Interlude)]
Yup
Yup
Yup(let me paint this picture for ya, baby)
Yup
You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And everytime you call him, all you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes
When you cheated, girl
My heart bleeded, girl
So it goes without saying that ya left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl, you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right
But girl, I ain't somebody
I'm out of sympathy
See..
ps: sorry if the post becomes terribly long because of the lyrics...
JT rocks!!
Friday, March 23, 2007
Weekend post!
Even tonite, I'm trying to steal a bit of time from my supposedly lab report time.
yes, weekend is kinda sucky nowadays with all the report coming....(as u can see from my previous posts as well)....butttttt.... good news is: this is going to be my last chem lab report for this semester.... fiuhhhh.....
4 labs a semester is bad enough. can't imagine the next next semesters when i have more than one labs and of course more lab reports to do.... I heard from the others, who heard it from seniors, the upcoming lab reports are going to be 80 pages long!! wad deeee..... hahaha (*sad laughter).... poor my printer ink, and poor ME!!... seriously, how r we supposed to write 80 pages long?.... isn't this somewhat similar to writing a textbook aledy...? wow! maybe that's life for a chem engin to be... not very promising...hehe
Apart from my "mundane" lab reports, this coming tuesday I'm going to have a presentation of my marketing project on iPod... I must say that Marketing is one of the modules that i really enjoy now....(partly because i begin to feel sick of Engin modules... haiz, no good). Marketing feels kind of refreshing to me... no need to memorise formulas, just need to use common sense and think critically...
My project on iPod is kind of cool i must say... Previously, i was not really attracted to iPod. Doesnt mean that I dun wanna have one, it's just that i feel that for me it's not a necessary thing. (although some of my friends have one) --> maybe it's called "resistant" to iPod's campaign...haha
but after i've done so much research on this topic and gone to it's website "thousands" of times this months.... i begin to show some interest in the product... even after analysing their advertisement campaigns and all that, and realise that they have quite a few weaknesses, i still think that iPod carries a certain "prestige"... compared to other brands of course. Maybe it's partly because i never really do any research on any other brands.
However, from wadever net-surfing that i've done, I realise that all other brands improve on their products just for the sake of winning the race against iPod, not really because they really wanna serve the consumers better.
Apart from that, it also helps that my project group mates are quite fun! maybe not all lah, but at least i can mix well with most of them. widen my social circle outside the world of engin....
Haha wish me luck for the presentation on Tuesday....hope it will go well....yay! iPod, i want one!!*hint*hint*.. ;p
Sunday, March 18, 2007
another NUS arts fest event
Me n yc: wish i have taken the pic of her in the apron haha ice kachang was cute.... Btw, thx for taking the pics!!
The indo gals: just realised that all of us are in black n white...nice color combi!!
Friday, March 16, 2007
Run away...
But so far i have not done anything productive yet. trying to run away from reality...haiz...
hope i can make some progress by tonite so i wont have to stress myself out during weekdays...
and yes, uni life sucks... it's like a cycle repeating every week.
During weekends when i'll be rushing through my work, i'll be like cursing n promising not to let that happen again. But somehow when weekdays come, i seem to forget all the hardship that i had during weekends.... n somehow i manage to find excuses to run away from work...
haiz, i think i really lack the motivation to study...how??
btw, my brother is coming to singapore on monday!!! yippiiieee!!! which also means food food food from indo.......got a reason to go out to meet him...haha kinda excited to see him. I'm sure he's very excited too, coz it's his first time going abroad with his friends. But dunno whether how often i can meet him considering that i have so many others things going on.... but, i am sure i'll make time for him...haha
okie...
*time to run back to reality*
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
relieved
Yes, I really dread Matlab assignment each week as I will spend hours or even days in front of may laptop, not knowing wad to do until the very last minute when i have to submit...
Even worse, last week, the Matlab assignment came together with Chemisrty lab report...
I was almost "killed" by them both. I spent the whole afternoon and nite doing the Chem lab report until 3 am in the morning....which leaves me with no time to complete my Matlab assignment. As a result, I have to steal time in between my lesson to complete my Matlab. and to my horror, I could not understand the thing that i was supposed to do... So, last minute, I depended on Yeanching's favour for those questions where I was totally lost...
But this week it's different! I finish it all by myself without asking anybody (but of course i refer to notes n textbook). I am so proud of myself.... dun care about the mark i will get for the assignment... I just feel the sense of achievement of completing something...haha
Matlab aside,
I have been reading ppl's blog lately. then i realised something...
"is my blog too self-centered?"
Not that I want to follow other ppl, but all that I've been writing here is just about me, myself, and I... mostly revolve around my daily activities.... which is of not much meaning...and of course it gets very uninteresting....
So, I have decided to at least include in some insightful thoughts or comments in my blog next time
This is my resolution in blogging...hahaz hopefully it can be achieved.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Interesting Ad
and the song "mas que nada" is very groovy oso...
so just sit back, relax n enjoy
Monday, March 05, 2007
and life goes on....
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
6 weird facts....
this looks fun and seems like i must work my brain a bit for this....
hm...okay lemme start...
1. i hated vegetables but i started eating only after i came singapore...reason...? malu sama temen2....
2. i like to mix n match my own clothes, including the accessories... (yes, ini my sign of bimboticity...erh, is there such word??) but only when i'm alone in my room.... and i get excited if i manage to pull together a great look (though sometimes i may not dare to show what i've put together when i walked out of the room)
3. my palm n feet are constantly sweating excessively which makes me quite uncomfortable when i have to shake ppl's hands or when i have to dance.... anybody got any idea how to cure this??
4. i have too fast reaction that when i saw lightning striking, i can't stop myself from covering my ears (actually it's more like i'm scared lah...).
5. i hate talking on the phone coz i i cant hear the person on the other side clearly...so i get nervous n dunno how to reply....especially if the person talks in hokkien (such as my parents' frenz who called). i prefer talking face to face or chat online...
another thing is...most of the time i think through wad i wanna say before i actually says it... especially if i have to speak english...
6. my face is assymetrical... thanks to my mom who observed me so much.... (actually i didnt notice it until my mom told me so)
can i add one more?haiya, can lah!
7. if i listen to music, most of the time i will listen up for the interesting sound effects or accompaniments or the harmonisation when most ppl will just listen to the lyrics... (i dunno whether this is weird or not)
(it's indeed hard to come out with weird stuff abt yourself...haha...so try it!!)
Yeanching yeancing yeanching....
since we are both in chem engin, we see each other so often that there's no day without her face haha....jokin2
The chinese new year edition
chinese new year has come n go n only now then i got the time to blog it...
as a matter of fact, this blog is abandoned.... i am not so passionate about writing anymore...at least not like last time during the holiday where i got all the time in the world to waste (not that i'm no longer wasting my time now.... Mid term exam is coming n yet i youtube all nite...)
oh ya, before i get to my chinese new year experience, just wanna promote this really nice series... of course it's taiwanese series...wad else do i watch...
it's called hana kimi...i think it's adapted from japanese comic....
basically, it's abt this girl who likes this high jumper (is that the right term for it?) studying in boy sch.... so she is willing to sacrifice n pretend to be a guy just to study in the same sch as her idol... I think it's really a nice show...funny n refreshing to watch...
ok...promotion time over...
now it's sharing time...
anyway,... i didnt go back indo during CNY.... for a simple reason. mid term exams coming....but as predicted, I never really utilise my time wisely.... uncountable hours were wasted loitering ard orchard and vivocity (maybe a new term shld be used -->"Vivoing").... and countless dollars spend .... haiz...
basically, during CNY eve, all the chinese restaurants were either closed or fully booked.... so we had to resort to Western food... German food to be exact....
We had Danny with us...who helped us a lot in ordering..haha... coz the name of the dishes are all in german....
basically only 6 of us spent the CNY eve together (me, jess, laura, danny, dipta n henry)....the rest, either they went back indo, hide somewhere in PGP or "busy" couples...haha....
thanks to Jessica, we got a treat of fondue that nite at Hagen daz....nyum...
okay, that was the first nite in Vivo...
after our feast, we came back pgp to play board games (monopoly) the whole nite....until morning at 4 if i'm not wrong...
then next day, i woke up quite late....just the time for lunch...so me n jess (who felt so lonely n bored) decided to go orchard to try our luck....
but our luck was not that good....all the non-western food restaurants were closed including jap food...hiks hiks... and we ended up eating at spageddies... okay, i must say that the food was not that bad.... but it's tooo cheesy...
n after that we had a walk around orchard which looked like a dead city....seriously, singapore cant function during chinese new year...that's the bad thing abt being in a chinese dominated country...haha....
and for dinner we had marche.. (ya ya...another western meal....quite sick of it aledy)...
but thanks to david n angita -the happy couple- who helped us book the table....if not... dun even think abt having dinner there... it was fun that nite after the dinner.... why? becoz we went to the vivocity "kids" playground... yah, it was as if we were never young....haha ....
then we ended the nite n started the next day with Risk game.... it's a guy kind of game which i learned.... the guys had mercy on us the girls (me n laura), not killing us early and we ended up being the "troublemaker" in the game...haha... n guess wad, we ended the game at 5 pm...
but i didnt sleep straight after that... i pushed myself to finish my overdue assignment and ended sleeping at 7 am....damn early rite...? that was my record...
actually the rest of my new year was quite eventful except for continuous eating of expensive food which burned a whole in my pocket....haiz...haha
i hope i can get all the pictures soon n can put it up here....yipppiiee...
gong xi gong xi.... i want my hong bao!!!
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
cravings...
then during the weekends, i'm supposed to have my dance class which i pon due to the first aid course. A bit sad lah, coz i have to miss my inter chacha again....haiz waste my money.... and there was supposed to be mini dance competition like last time and obviously i cant go....
but nvm, it was aledy the last class n we r going to start new dances next time...yippiieee....samba n waltz
oh ya, talking abt dance, in pgp, there was open air movie screening..."layar tancep"....it was quite fun!! i watched "shall we dance". I think after learning how to do ballroom dance, i can appreciate these kinds of movies better. then i oso saw some of the moves that i learned before in the movies... cool!!.... actually the movie plot is not that interesting. but it was romantic n of course Jlo dance very well.....hm... inspiring...haha
now, lets talk abt craving...haha just like the title of my post (after so long story above...haha)
why i want to write abt this??
ans= i dunno... (MATLAB format)
just suddenly feel that i have a lot of cravings from day to day.
out of nowhere, i can form this thought of wanting to eat something. (of course craving is not just abt food...but for me, most of the time it's food lah, i have to admit...haha)
just to share... the food that i craved before: Pempek palembang, Ayam Penyet, Science canteen Banmian, VJ canteen carrot cake, Dimsum and currently i got craving for chocolate....which is kinda appropriate since it's near v-day hahaha
but v-day is so irrelevant to me.... so if nobody gives chocs to me, can just buy loh...haha (sounds so pathetic ya?) but nevermind... being "jomblo" is NOT the saddest thing in the world...haha
enuf of the crap lah...i wanna watch my youtube now. oh ya, somebody told me abt this website oso... crunchyroll.com i think it will be heaven for ppl who have broadband internet n is an anime freak...so check it out. only if u got the time.... and just to warn u, i'm not responsible for the side effect (addiction to stay in front of your comp all day long)...haha... (from my own experience, youtube is the reason for all my incomplete tutorials....hahah)
ciaoooo
Friday, February 02, 2007
concert aftermath...
Today is Friday and this is the first time that i can relax a bit throughout this week....
Last friday was the concert by the Indons here in NUS...it's called "When I was in Indonesia..."
The concert was a fusion of both traditional and modern music n dance....
The items performed are as follows:
- Balinese dance called Sekar Jagad... I saw the ppl practising for this one...I looks quite tough and they managed to dance well in such a short time. defenitely not easy....
-Gamelan... This item was performed by the guest performers from SMU.... I didnt really noe abt this item. coz the SMU ppl only went once for the rehearsal.... and on the day itself I was outside the backstage....so, I didnt hear them at all. Summore, I was not familiar with the songs they played...haha....so, no impression...sorrie
-ehem....ANGKLUNG orchestra.... which was the item that me and abt 27 other ppl performed.haha... we played 3 songs: Kopi Dangdut, Edelweiss and Naik Delman.
We screwed up a bit at the Kopi Dangdut, but I noe for sure, the Naik Delman n Edelweiss on that day was the best compared to all the practices we had before... good job ppl....I tremendously enjoyed the performance.
but I really want to see the video of our performance. Hope I can get hold of one copy of the video.....
-ReguA.... I think this band deserves a compliment...they sounded good, they looked good and they were entertaining.... at least this is what I saw during the rehearsals...I guess the performance on the day itself shld be superb oso... the ppl in this band are: Adi, Regi, Tari, Andrew, and the additional 2 members are Adit n Aldo... I was really impressed by the music n harmonisation...great job!!
-Tari piring... this is performed by NTU guest performers, 4 of them only. But they were oso impressive. imagine all the "throwing plates" stunts...haha I heard that one of them almost dropped the plates...luckily he managed to catch it back firmly...haha....
-IndoMe.... not very sure how to write the proper name...but it sounds something like that....
They are a grp of 4 ppl playing rock band...haha ....but of course singing indo songs... They were really good oso coz they could engage with the crowd...haha... and it was nice to listen Indo love songs....haha romantic...
oh ya, must highlight the MCs for the day. Dunno where they found an ang moh girl who were willing to be the MC...she pretended to be a tourist going around Indo....
and Dipta n Jaenatte who were the "welcomer" in each of the places.... what so funny is when Dipta appeared in front of everyone wearing the traditional costumes, ppl started laughing without him doing anything or saying anything...haha
okay basically it was a great nite, with great music n of course great audience....At first I was quite worried that the audience would not make up the whole theaterette...but not bad...it was at least 5/6 full...though i dunno how i got that...haha...crap...
This is the link to the official pictures....
http://www.flickr.com/photos/40451870@N00/sets/72157594512628516/
but so sad dun have my face....hiks hiks...
will try to get from individual cameras which have my face haha
if i got all the pictures aledy, i'll try to put it up here...
i think we shld organise more of this kind of things...though it took up quite a bit of our time during the last minute practice n rehearsals, but i feel satisfied lah!! and i felt good when u see ppl come n supporting u...haha....
okie....must go do my stuff liao....
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Remember the Angklung time....
After lunch, I rushed off to my dance class. I danced from 1.30 to 5.30
dance until I cant really feel my feet, especially after i tighten up the strap...
actually that is oso because there was shortage of girls.
so the gals present must dance n dance n dance to help the guy lah of course....
but dance is fun when u can follow. that's the case for my rhumba n foxtrot...
not so fun when u have to smoke through coz u r unsure abt the steps... that's the case for my inter chacha which I regret taking it slightly....
all blame it to my dec hols at home...but of course i never regret going home lah....(who is so stupid to prefer spending holiday alone in s'pore to spending lazy holiday at home..haha)
oh ya, continuing the story....
after dance at 5.30....i rushed again to PS to have my dinner before angklung...
see how busy i was hahaha, notice i used the word "rushed"...haha
i was all alone at that time coz the rest of the angklungers left from pgp by cab....
and I was suffering on the super long bus ride.....under the rain...
and i had to stop in such a dingy busstop near the embassy....now that was really called stranded alone...haha
but luckily i could find a cab to the embassy. (fyi, the road from the busstop to the embassy is equally dingy and the only means of transport in is your pair of feet or cab). Oh ya, it was raining summore. so the task of finding an available cab was almost impossible....most of them were hired.... or pretend to be hired... so that ppl will make calls and they will earn extra $3 ... cunning huh!!!
basically at last, i managed to get to the embassy safely n drily (maksudnya dalam keadaan kering)....
but i troubled laura n eva who went over to the busstop, unable to find me coz i left by cab aledy.... paiseh paiseh....sorry sorry.... ( a bit of misunderstanding...laura thought that i was alone n couldn't find cab... so being such a nice person she is...she went to fetch me.... --> the 'she' here refers to both laura n eva....haha)
sorry lah, wasted your effort...but your good intention had been noted...thx once again...
okay...but my complaining will just end here...
coz i enjoyed the angklung practice following that...
it was fun holding the angklung again...just like it was 4 years ago..haha...
wah, sounds so long time ago....
I can still remember ka' faridah (is this how to spell her name??) flipping the white board to show us the music score....wakakaka...
that was the stressful syf period....
but angklung is easy n fun to play. and it can involve many ppl...which adds on to the fun, of course...haha
but honestly speaking, the instructur that we have now didnt look as pro as ka' Faridah.... maybe shld not say not pro lah... wad I really mean is, he's not very prepared for his job. He never even prepared scores for us to play...
it maybe a good thing coz it can train us to remember the scores and not having to stare at our paper scores on stage...
but i pity those who played the bass... they have to constantly look at the conductor's finger...literally.
coz as he's conducting, his finger is showing the chords...haha
eg: 1 for C Chords, 5 for G chords
imagine, when he wants to show D chord...haha
and imagine doing that on the performance day...haha (oops...no offence to the current instructure...just in case he sees this...wakaka.... u are good too! haha)
currently the songs we are playing are "Naik Delman" and "Adelweis"...
fun pieces, especially the "Naik Delman", coz got the "tuk tik tak tik tuk" part...haha
okay lah....will update more next time.
oh ya, for those who are free...
my angklung performance is on 31st Jan (wed) nite...
not really sure abt the time though....
yup yup....come come....